Love Where you Least Expect it

Life Goes on With or Without You

A fresh start. That was what I needed. I needed a vacation and since Sembreak is coming up, I'm sure not letting that chance slip away. 

I was still feeling down so I wouldn't let anyone get near me or anything. I made it clear via twitter that I never wanted to have anything to do with them anymore. As much as I wanted to be like plastic,  I wouldn't want to follow in their footsteps. 

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The end of the day 

I told Chase and Amelia about my plans and they were up for it. I told them about going to California for a while and just relax. They were super excited. Amelia was going to bring a friend and lucky us, the friend has a beach house there. Perfect!

I was now slowly feeling better but not 100%.. I felt as though I was a broken phone. It would take a long time to charge and right now I'm at 30%. There was improvement because well, just a moment ago,I was at 0%. 

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A few days later...

It was finally sembreak and we were all in the car and off to California! Amelia's friend ended up being Ricky and he was now currently sitting next to me in the backseat. I was in a fairly good mood right now so I decided to plug the earbuds in. 

Every night you cry yourself to sleep,

Thinking why does this happen to me?

Why does every moment have to be so hard?

Hard to believe that 

It's not over tonight 

Just give me one more chance to make it right 

I may not make it through the night 

I wont go home without you 

I was getting pretty irritated at this song right now. I would usually love it but I was not in the best of moods for it since it really expressed how I felt. So I changed the song. 

Hey girl I'm waitin' on ya, I'm waitin'on ya, 

Come on and let me sneak you out 

And have a celebration, a celebration .

The musics up, the windows down 

Yeah, we'll be doing what we do 

Just pretending that we're cool 

And we know it, too 

Yeah we'll keep doing what we do 

Just pretending that we're cool 

So tonight 

Let's go crazy, crazy, crazy 'till we see the sun!

I know we only met but let's pretend it's love!

And never, never, never stop for anyone!

Tonight let's get some!

And live while we're young!

Woahhh oh oh oh!

Woahhhh oh oh oh!

And live while we're young~

Woahhh oh oh oh!

Tonight let's get some,

Live while we're young!

I listened to One Direction and slept the whole way there in peace. But I couldn't help but notice someone's gaze burning through my skin. I decided to sleep instead of acknowledging him.