I'm scared

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by englishnerd3

by englishnerd3

I'm scared

Of what will happen when you're gone

I've seen you my whole life

You've been there at every turn

And just the thought of losing you upsets me

I'm scared

Of what I will become if I lose you

I'm scared

Of how I'll deal with life

How will I cope?

Will I be able to cope at all?

How do I deal with this

I have this horrible feeling in my gut

I feel as if I have so many things to say

Yet nothing to say at all

I wish things were different

We were better

I was better

I wanted something better

I should've been better

Seeing you like this

Struggling to stay strong through it all

My heart is broken

I feel pain

So much pain

I know it's a part of life

But it's not a part I want to deal with any time soon

I'm scared

Of who I'll become when you're gone

What I'll become

How I'll become it

Everything about this scares me

I'm scared