EASTSIDE | s.cb + l.f

7. felix

you came back 7 months later, telling me you broke off the engagement.

you said it was because you couldn't stand marrying someone who wasn't me.

i didn't know whether to trust you.

i didn't want to. but at the same time, a small part of me wanted to get back together.

i didn't want to imagine what jisung would say if i told him i went back to you.

so i pushed you away and ran.

you called my name, telling me you'd be waiting for me on the east side and would wait until i came.

i ignored you.

5 hours after the time you told me to meet you, i still stayed at home, trying to distract myself with netflix.

that was the most selfish thing i have ever done in my life.