QADAR💫

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Alhamdulillah it's been 3weeks since I came back home, everything is going well and mami is now fully recovered thank to Allah, mama has called and she told me that she will be coming to take me back which mami agreed on, Layla hates the fact that I'm going but I promised to be visiting every now and then, and she's of course going to be visiting me too

Umar...

Since the time mami talked to me, I have tried to stay away, I can't do this to myself, there's no way I'll have him, because I'm not his class, not even his type, I don't want to play with my own emotions and live a love that never have existed, I don't want to be the reason of my shattering, I know it is hard, Very hard for that matter, to stay away from him, but I have to, mami was right

I have switched off my phone for the whole past weeks, I on it today and when mama called, she complained about that but I told her that there was a person that disturbs me, I am packing right now, Layla is at school so I have to wait for her to come back, mami joined me later on and helped me, she advises me on how to live with people and I thanked her

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~UMARS' POV~

  
I looked down at the ring I was holding, how I miss you Yasmin...

She's the first person to call me rude but I liked it..

The first person to call me with my own name and I loved it..

The first person I miss this much...

The first person I care this much about..

If that's what we call love...?

Then absolutely I'm head over hills for you Yasmin

I am very much in love with you Yasmin

I love everything about her, her smile, her voice, her eyes, her lips, her face, her characters, her cheeks,her respect... and a lot more

I love it when she follows my instructions, it make me superb happy whenever I said 'kiyi bacci' and she'll be like 'uh-hm' or ki shiga gida' and she said 'okay' or 'ykk' she said 'lfy alhmdllh' and a lot more

But now, not hearing from her is my big problem, I hate to admit the fact that I love and miss her, but that's the fact and nothing I can do about it

I kept the ring back and tried her no. for the third time today

"The number you're calling is currently switched off, please try again later, thank you'

That was what I heard , I sighed and throw the phone on my bed before entering my bathroom

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I went to my office to see if everything is moving well, I met Hussein there and he told me he want to personally visit mama, later on, we headed to my house in different cars, the moment we entered, mama's car packed right close to mine, she was the one driving

Much to my surprise, Yasmin got out of the car with mama, Sirajo 'one of the maids' carries her bags inside

Mama and Hussein shares pleasantries as I was all the time staring at Yasmin, she was playing with her fingers, she didn't spare me a single look, when they're done, we all headed to mama's parlor