QADAR💫

~🖤Decision❤️~7️⃣

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He run his hands through his face, is this really happening to him? Is he really falling for her? Why did QADAR choses him of all people, to fall for the wrong person? He can't express his feelings to her, this can't be happening to him! Yasmin ! Don't do this to me please!! He whispered to himself , the worst feeling is when you feel a lot for someone down in your heart but you act like you aren't feeling, he shook his head, no way this is happening to him, he has tried avoiding her for 2 freaking weeks but it was even hurting more, he thought of different things to do and finally decided on telling mama, no matter what the outcome is going to be

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"Mama we need to talk" he said eying Yasmin who was seated beside mama

"Is there any problem? I'm listening" she said looking at her son

"Hmm mama I need you alone to talk to" he pouted, Yasmin admired him, he was cute , just like a baby

"Ohh Umarii kallo nikeyi, can we talk later" mama replied

"Hmmm" he hummed and stumped out leaving them with weird expressions on their faces

"Haka yike, forget about him" mama told Yasmin

"Mama haka yazo ya sameni wai who gave me the permission to relocate Haajara's picture when I was cleaning his room, ya cika bakin hali" Yasmin said

"Uhm barshi, everything that has to do with Haajara is precious to him" mama said softly

"Mama I have never seen haajara in this house, not even once, I thought zasu dawo tare da Alhaji sai naga a'a" Yasmin asked out of curiosity

"Uhmm..." mama smiled avoiding the topic

"Mama? Why do you always escape from this topic, is haajara even alive kuwa?" She questioned

"Uhm-uhm, may her soul rest in peace, Allah yay mata chikawa 4years back"

"Innalillahi wa innalillahi raji'um" Yasmin gasped her hand on her chest

"Umar has suffered a lot da rasuwanta, more than I do, more than his father, she was his everything, he comes every holiday from Paris just to see her and her how about, hm they were so close fah, Allah yajikanki Haajara"

mama finished, This information was huge to Yasmin, her heart hurts, the tears she was trying to hold falls freely on her cheeks,

Umar..she never thought he has been through this, loosing someone this precious to him, she can understand how he feels, because she has been through this, loosing baba was something she has never expected, he was her everything...

"Stop crying Yasmin, prayers is the only link between us, may Aljannatul firdaus be her final destination" mama consoles, she nodded

"Ameen mama" she whispered, for a moment, she felt Umar needs her, he needs someone to open his heart to, she know mama is there for him, but it's not everything he will be able to tell her, she's his mother and he tries to take away her ham, not put more on what she's already enough of on her plate....

"Go to your room and rest, anjima sai ki rakani shopping ko?" Mama said and she nodded wiping away her tears.

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"Yasmin har yanzu?! Umar hates waiting ohh" mama piped her head through my door, what have I just heard? Umar?!

"Mama Umar kuma? Is he the one dropping us?" I asked astonished

"Uhm he said he will, I was astonished too" mama replied

"Okay mama lemmi finish this" I said rolling my veil