Depression Hits- Part 7

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Im sorry i havent posted, ive been having a bad time but im back! Im sorry this chapter is bad- Ive been trying to get some inspiration to write owo And tysm for over 500 reads! Ily all.

A6ds P.O.V
(In the morning)

I get on Teamspeak to see if anyone is online. Im still confused why Skeppy and Bbh had that fight. I dont even think it was over a troll but then again i could be wrong.

Skeppy visited me in hospital Bbh didnt though since non of us have met him in real life and he is funny about going on planes or just going far away from home for some reason.

I see Skeppy in a teamspeak alone. He may be recording so i leave him and go message badboyhalo.

A6d:
"Hey Bbh you alright?" -7:32am

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No response huh... He normally replies really quickly. I hope he is doing alright.

The doctors gave me a wheel chair and crutches. My leg doesnt even hurt. Doctors are so over dramatic i swear. I grab the crutches and head over to dreams room to see if he was free to play minecraft or something..

But instead i see Dream....



























Sleeping. How lazy is this guy damn. Its like 1pm. I just leave him and attempt to go downstairs.

I say attempt cause i fell down the stairs halfway going down. It hurt a lot but i got up. I make food for me. I did shout up to dream to see if he wanted anything but he didn't respond.

Because he is still asleep.

Dream P.O.V

Back To Last night
(Trigger Warning- Cutting)

I look into the mirror in the bathroom. It's smashed, I smashed it. Glass was basically everywhere. I take a shard with a pointy edge and start to cut my arm.

It hurt but i kept going, what am i doing with my life. I keep going. Filling my arms with blood

One strike after another. Until my hands are full of blood. I wash most of the blood off and go to sleep.

I felt worthless. Nothing in this world.

In The Morning

I wake up pretty early. A6d come in to see me but i just pretend to be asleep. I dont really wanna face the world right now.

When he leaves i get up and get changed. My bed has blood on it, No wonder why. I change my bed and go on teamspeak. George is alright at cheering me up.

After awhile someone knocks on my bedroom door. I ignore it a keep playing. Im guessing it A6d. I dont really wanna talk to him. It's not because he has done anything wrong. But i did. I messed up. I know deep down he hates me and is only being kind since he is staying here.

A6d knocks again but i keep ignoring him. Then he walks in. He looks worried?

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