Denying Love (Slow Update)

Chapter 7

It's really hard to deal with this gay! Almost every hour of everyday he's asking me when are we going to meet John again. Right now, he's doing something crazy on the floor. He's throwing all my pillows and begging like there's no tomorrow.

" Please! Please! Isama mo na ako. I promise I'll behave! As if naman I can harm him eh ang iniisip niya we're a couple. Please! Have mercy! "

Litanya ni Jecs sa akin, gusto niyang sumama sa lakad ko. I'm preparing for a dinner at John's house, nandoon daw sila Ate Angelin and Bruce tonight so he invited me to personally tell them about my plan for the reunion kahit na nasabi na niya. 'Oo' naman agad ako kasi I missed those two rin naman kaso hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko kay Jecs, pilit na pilit yung tantrums niya.

" Jecs naman, some other time okay? Hindi naman mawawala si John e. And by that time, make sure na alam na niya ang totoo about you para maipakita mo na ang motive mo." I said then he pouted and harshly run his hand on his hair. Crazy gay!

" Fine. Fine! I hate you! " sabi niya then he stormed out of the house.

Argh! Spoiled brat! Sa tatlong linggo kong kasama yun dito parang lumala ang pagiging spoiled niya. Sinisisi ko tuloy ang sarili ko kasi baka natolerate ko yung mga kabaklaan niya noong nasa Paris kami.

Nag-ayos pa ako for almost ten minutes para maging presentable ako kasi after noong pumunta dito si John, ngayon na lang ulit kami magkikita. Ayoko namang magmukhang pangit sa paningin niya kaya todo effort ako.

Wait?! Todo effort! No. No. No. Mali yun. I'm not doing this for him, I'm doing this for myself kasi gusto ko maganda ako tonight. Who cares on what he thinks? I don't effin care kahit isipin niyang mukha akong zombie because I know I don't look like one.

" Thinking about him again? Admit it, you still love him. " biglang sulpot ni Jecs sa may pinto ng bahay. He's holding an Iced coffee and ensaymada. Ilalamon na naman niya ang kaartehan niya.

" I don't love him anymore. I think, what I'm feeling right now are aftershocks. Ginugulo niyo lang ako e, ipinipilit niyo na mahal ko pa siya kaya pati ako napapaisip. "

" Baby, you won't consider our opinion if you yourself know what you really feel. You better go bago ko pa maisipan ipagsiksikan ang sarili ko sa trunk ng kotse mo para makasama. "

" Yeah right. " kaya lumabas na ako ng bahay, sumakay sa kotse ko and started driving.

Nakarating na ako sa bahay ni John and I must say, it's a huge house for one person. Nagdoorbell ako three times and then a little girl went out of the house.

Oh my gosh! She's so adorable!

" Trisha, don't run you may stumble. " a very motherly voice said.

Is that Ate Angelin? I can't believe it, she sounds so nice and kind na parang hindi siya nagtititili, nagsisisigaw before.

The little girl looked at me for a while. As if she's trying to recognize me. While looking at me, she smiled.

How cute! Her eyes are from her father,she has chubby and rosy cheeks, and her hair color is from her mother.

Sumunod naman agad na lumabas si Ate Angeline mula sa bahay and looked at me saka siya ngumiti ng malawak. Wow, she's so matured now. I remember before, ang ingay ingay niyan kapag nagkikita kami.

" Mommy, let her in. " her daughter said. Medyo bulol pa ang bata pero madali namang intindihin ang sinabi niya.

" Yes baby, you better go inside, I'm sure your dad is looking for you. " pumasok naman sa bahay yung little girl then Ate Angelin opened the gate to let me in.