HALLWAYS ✔️ [mattia polibio]

chapter 29

i watch her as she goes to the back , she goes to the bathroom and slams the door loud enough for all of us to hear. riley goes to the back to comfort her i assume. all the boys are looking at me
"so you would rather go to your dumb ass ex then give a wonderful girl who actually loved you a chance? HOW FUCKING STUPID ARE YOU?" kairi yells at me , i look at the clock it's 12:15
"i'm sorry okay , im fucking sorry i just didn't want to get my expectations so high and then get them crushed , with jenna my expectations were already crushed but with her there was a chance and i don't wanna my heart broken again , with jenna there's no heart break anymore but with her i'm afraid it'll hurt and it'll hurt me bad"
"you know you could've just talked to me , you didn't need to go back to jenna , even if there is a chance for you to get your heart broken , it's still worth the risk , it's still worth to try" i turn around and there's maya , she's biting her lip nervously
"maya , i am so fucking sorry , like you don't even know , i thought that going back to jenna and not having expectations was better then getting my heart crushed" maya walks up to me , she looks at me up and down
"why didn't you just give it a chance?"
as she finishes her sentence the principal opens the door with the box of phones in her hand , everyone grabs their stuff and heads out without anyone saying a word , im left alone in the middle of the library , regretting my decisions
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"the nerve of that mother fucker" i say while exiting the school , riley , kairi , alvaro , robert , roshuan , and alejandro are behind me trying to catch up to me
"maya slow down i'm short remember" kairi yells from behind me
"i'm sorry but he has me so fucking pissed" i say almost basically screaming , i turn around and see everyone looking at me and mattia standing at the exit. i look at him up and down , i roll my eyes and start to walk away again i'm stopped by a hand on my wrist that turns me around to be faced with the one person i didn't want to talk to
"i said i'm sorry what else do you need for me to do so you can forgive me?" mattia says with puppy dog eyes , i scoff
"sorry is all you said after you tore my heart into a million pieces , i guess this is what i get in return for caring for you"
"maya i don't know-"
"you don't know what to say? oh that's perfectly fine cause if i was you and i said i liked a girl , took her out on a date , fucked her in the algebra room during detention , and then went back to my toxic ex i wouldn't what to say either bec-"
i'm interrupted by mattia grabbing my face and smashing his lips into mine , i hear the other's gasp. i don't know how to react after a second but i do the one thing i think of , i wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him back

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