umm so hi it's yo fav bitch here. im gonna have fun in my wasteland writing trash oneshots. so have fun if u read them haha.
i was with my favorite person in the world,jason. we first met in high school. he was kind of shy and so was i. he sat next to me in maths class and that's how we first talked. the more we talked,the more i was into him. he was selfless,caring,cute and he had an endless passion for music. i stayed silent about how i felt and hid it from him all the time. i was just scared ya know. we sometimes talked on the phone till the morning. now here we are. we are both grown up people who have their lives going on. and guess what? he has a girlfriend now that treats me like bitch. i saw his eyes shining when he was talking to her and how he loved her was breaking my heart. so i didn't talk much about that to him. but the reason i was with him now was he got his heart broken by his a bitch of a girlfriend.
well what was my job? to comfort him of course.
was it painful? fuck yes it was.
well but friends should be with each other on hard times so i won't let him down.
"so jason. can you tell me what happened between you and (ex gf)?"
"things happened quick (y/n). i found her cheating on me with a couple of guys. the painful part was how i did everything for her and tried to make her the happiest. i guess no one will really love me. i feel like a used toy by a little kid and now forgotten."
oh jason. thats not who you are thats who i am. i thought and let out a sigh.
"she didn't deserve you so why overthinking it? also i am here. you can tell me anything and i'll be near you listening. that's what friends are for right? we should be on each other's side even if it's a good situation or a bad one." i smiled.
"if i didn't have you i don't even know if i could ever be there living (y/n). thank you for all of that. i'm just so lucky to have you by my side." he said.
"the same goes with me as well jason. remember i once spilled all of my lunch and i wore your t-shirt." i giggled and added "you were by my side dork. our friendship isn't like others 'friendshit'. we just have fun and be dorks on the inside but we look hella quiet on the outside. like the unseen side of an iceberg." i laughed hard.
"but seriously (y/n) you're the best thing happened to me." he hugged me. we were at the rooftop at my house. the sky was clean and the weather wasn't cold at all. the hug he gave me was a wholesome loving one. but it was all painful for me. only if he looked at me that way. only if he loved me like i wanted. the dream sounds just like a great fairytale. suddenly,my heart took the control of my body and i just kissed him. i was completely shocked. when i let my heart take control instead of my brain for a second,shit just happens really quickly. i'm dumb,i'm a mess who has feelings towards her best friend. my eyes became blurry and i completely let go of his arms and moved to the farthest place from him when i was aware of what i had done. i started apologizing over and over and crying.
"i'm sorry i'm sorry i-i-i didn't mean to- i mean- i'm so sorry." i continued to apologize as he grabbed me and kissed me again. my eyes widened but i calmed down after a second. the kiss was short but sweet. i didn't say anything neither he did. we just cuddled and looked at the stars until we fall asleep.
i heard a good combination of words coming out of his lips while i was falling asleep.
"i love you..."
AAARGH HE WAS SO OOC IN THIS CHAPTER AND IM NOT THAT GOOD WITH ROMANTIC THINGS BUT PLEASE PLEASE IF YOURE READING THIS PLEASE UNDERSTAND AAAAHDJDNDNDJ
