Reckless

Chapter 10

"Alam mo ba kung anong sinasabi mo Roland?"
Bumangon din siya saka sumandal sa headboard ng kama.

"Most definitely."

"Use you all I want until I finally move on and until the right one comes along?" Paglilinaw ko sa minumungkahi niya. Just want to make sure I get it right.

"Yes." Simple niyang sagot kaya nanglaki lalo yung mata ko sa gulat.

"Roland, aren't you thinking? Don't you think it's a bad idea?"

"How come? I'm going to help you, is it so bad?"

"Hell yes! What if I fall for you? What if I wanted more?"
He smirk.

"You're scared then." Pang-hahamon niya sa'kin.

"Fck no, I was just looking for possibilities."

"And you're scared of those possibilities.. Ok I get it, I always get that effect on girls anyway." He said in the most cocky tone of voice while smirking at me.

"Ewan ko sa'yo. Wala ka yata sa sarili mo matulog ka na." Sabay higa pero nakatalikod pa rin ako sakanya,
Humiga din naman siya, rolls over, wraps his arm around me and pulls me closer.
Ayan na naman yung hearbeat ko.. shemay naman oh.

"Roland." I said, warning him to stop what he's doing.

"I want to sleep with you."

"We just did! I'm tired! We can do it again in the morning but please let me sleep for now, people get tired you know." Pagrereklamo ko sakanya, hindi ko na talaga kaya antok na ko, grabeng stamina kasing yan.

"Sira, lib*og mo no? I don't mean have se*x. I mean it literally, I want to sleep with you. In this bed, under your blankets. With your head on my arms and hand on my chest and my arm around you. With the window cracked so it's chilly and we have to cuddle closer. No talking, just sleep, blissfully happy silence."He said in the softest tone of voice as possible, which is very odd.

Humarap ako sakanya para tignan kung nag bibiro ba siya, pero pagharap ko niyakap na niya ko kagad saka inusog katawan ko papalapit sakanya. He rest my head on his arm and and my hand on his chest.