~Chapter 10~

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I wake up the next morning remembering my dream from that night and I think "Wow...where did that come from?" I shrug my shoulders and looks over beside me and see Sam. I smile and get up and head downstairs to see JC in the kitchen eating his breakfast.

JC: "How did you and Sam get along last night?" he winks
Me: "Shut up...we just talked."
JC: "Just talked?...sure...I will believe that when I see it." smirks
I stick my tongue out at him and turn around and start making some coffee for Connor & I. I feel a pair of arms wrap around my waist. I looked back to see Sam smiling at me.
Sam kisses my cheek "Eww..coffee."
Me: "It's for me and Connor silly." I turn around and poke his nose sitting on the counter
Sam: "You look very beautiful this morning." smiles
Me: Number One...I haven't showered yet and number two I haven't had my coffee so don't push it saying I am beautiful Sam." I stick my tongue out at him
Sam: "Hey...you are always beautiful to me." smiles and kisses me "I am going to go and shower." kisses me again
I blush and kiss him back "Okay." smiles
Sam goes to take a shower
JC:"So you two just talked huh?"
Me: "Hush you...Do you by chance have any extra clothes...I left mine back at the hotel in Dallas."
JC: "Yeah, I'm sure I can find you some." JC walks up the stairs
Connor comes downstairs and gets himself some coffee before he is about to go into the living room
Me: "Connor?"
Connor: "Yeah?" turns around
Me: "Can I ask you something?"
Connor: "Oh, of course, what is it?"
Me: Well...I need some advice actually...it's just that I'm not sure who I love right now.."
Connor: confused look on his face "What do you mean?"
Me: sighs "Well, there's Jack...and then me and Sam...we kissed last night...and then I had a dream about Matt last night and I also have a crush on Kian."
Connor: "Wow...crazy love life...What is something that you like about each of them and something you don't like?"
Me: "Well Jack is an amazing guy and all, but he went to hang out with his ex-girlfriend instead of me, who he called his girl the other day. Sam is everything any girl has ever dreamed of, but he cheated on me when we were together, so I don't know if i can trust him again. I have had a crush on Kian since your guys' show in Orlando when we first met, but he has Andrea. And Matt, he is cute, but not my type and we are nothing more than friends."
Connor: "Okay so Matt is out...who's next that you aren't in LOVE with."
Me: "Kian..." looks down not seeing Kian come into the kitchen
Kian: "What about me?"
Me: "It's nothing."
Kian: "Come on...you can tell me."
I look over at Connor "Connor, do you mind?"
Connor walks away to go into the living room
Me: "Kian...I don't really know how to say this, so I am just going to come right out and do it. I like you Kian...ALOT. That day we met and you hugged me I felt sparks or something...it felt good...but..."
Kian kisses me
I start to kiss back but then quickly pull away "I can't..."
Kian: "But you just said"
Me: "I know but the thing is..I think I might still have feelings for Sam and Jack, and plus you have Andrea. Then you all kiss me and I just don't know anymore Kian."
Kian: "I understand.. you are having mixed emotions and feelings right now, I know...trust me I've been there, but I can absolutely tell who you really love.."
Me: "Wait, you can?"
Kian: "Mhm...and he is in this house." smirks and walks out to the living room leaving me sitting on the counter speechless
JC comes down with an outfit consisting of his Sam Pottorff shirt, a pair of red sweats, and a pair
of his blue vans and hands them to me.

Me: grabs the clothes "Thanks JC.. I am gonna go and see if Sam is out of the shower yet." I get off the counter and run upstairs to the bathroom, which was empty. I shower and change going to get my phone. I have 10 text messages for Jack, two from Matt, and a call from Deja. I decide to text Matt first.
Matt: "Where are you?"
Me: "At the O2L house. I don't think I can continue going to tour with you guys just knowing that I
will have to see Jack.."
Matt: "And that means?"
Me: "I'm leaving the tour..I will miss you guys and hopefully will see you again, but I just can't do
it Matt.."
Matt: "I understand...our next city is LA where you are, but how did you happen to get to LA in one night?
Me: "Let's say when you ride with JC, he doesn't stop anywhere."
I then decided that I better text Deja, knowing that she was going to Dallas today to find me.
Me: "If you go to Dallas you won't find me."
Deja: "Why?"
Me: "I stayed with the O2L guys last night...me and Jack had an arguement :/"
Deja: "Well...I am still going to Dallas..and LA is the next stop so..."
Me: "Oh okay...I g2g bye!"
I click my phone off and head downstairs running into someone
I look up "Sorry Ricky." I say
Ricky: "It's fine.. nice shirt by the way."
I blush "Thanks...it's Jc's." I continue walking finally reaching the living room and I sit on the couch next to Trevor "What is on the agenda today?"
Trevor: "Well, we could go to the beach?"
Me: "Yeah...could...if I have a swimsuit."
Kian pulls me off the couch "Let's go shopping then!" he says
Me: "Fine." I leave the house with Kian getting into the car and began driving to the store
Kian: "You do realize that we only left the house so we could talk?" smiles
Me: "What?"
Kian: "Yeah... about us.."
Me: "Kian I told you this morning..."
Kian: "I know, but listen just hear me out..I like you Alicia...always have and I always will...and I know you love Sam, but..."
Me: "Wait, so you think I love Sam?"
Kian: "Of course...I mean you guys kissed...you slept with him." (Not in a sexual way)
Me: Kian...it is just so complicated...I love you..and Sam...and Jack.."
Kian stops the car and turns to me "What is it going to take to make you love just one of us?"
Me: "One thing is... You and Andrea.."
Kian: "That's it? Just for me and Andrea to break up?"
Me: "Yes, and I will call both Jack and Sam right now in front of you."
Kian: "And tell them what?"
Me: "This..." I kiss him
Kian smiles while he kisses me back
I pull away and smile at him
Kian: "I'll call Andrea right now." calls Andrea "Hey Andrea! I don't know how to say this, but I love someone else." pauses "It's over." hangs up and look at me and smiles "I think it's your turn now..."
Me: "I'll call Sam first." Calls Sam
Phone Call w/ Sam
Me: "Sam, hey... I have to tell you something."
Sam: "What is it?"
Me: "I'm sorry about everything from the kisses to the 'i love yous', but I think I really know who I love."
Sam: "And it's not me is it..."
Me: "Sam, I'm sorry and don't be mad at me or this person, but it is...Kian." I look at Kian and he grabs my hand
Sam: "My best friend...you love my best friend...and you didn't tell me...thanks Alicia." hangs up
I sarcastically say while looking at my phone "Well that went well..." I quickly dial Jack's number
Phone Call w/ Jack
JG: "Hello?"
Me: "Hey.."
JG: "Alicia?"
Me: "Suprise..."
JG: "Look i'm sorry..."
Me: Jack please...I really did love you and you went and hung out with Leigh..and now what...you expect me to forgive you?"
JG: "Listen...about me and Leigh..well..we are together again."
Me: "Why am I not suprised?...and I'm sure you mind when I say that I am in love with Kian."
JG:" Kian as in Kian Lawley?"
Me: "Yes...I mean you should be okay with that...you are with Leigh again."
JG:"Of course...as long as you are happy...I got to go though..I will talk to you later okay?"
Me: "Okay." I hang up the phone and look at Kian and smile
Kian: "Now that everything is taken care of..." kisses me "Will you be my girlfriend?"
I kiss him back before responding "Of course!" I smile and kiss him again
Kian kisses me back, but then pulls away and asks "Ready to go shopping, girlfriend?"
Me: "Of course, boyfriend." smiles
Kian starts the car and grabs my hand, driving to the store

~At the store~
Kian gets out of the care and goes around and opens my door. I slowly get out of the car and Kian & I walk in the store hand in hand
Kian: "Okay, so we need towels, sunscreen, and your swinsuit." winks "Anything else?"
I laugh while thinking "Umm...I don't think so."
We continue to walk around the store gathering the things that we need for the beach. While we were at the counter the door opens and someone familiar comes in the store.

CLIFFHANGER!!! Who do you guys think is going to be in the store?

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