falling for the wrong person (updating slowly)

une (one)

My heart was broke in millions of pieces and I couldn’t go up to him and talk to him about it. He was cheating on me. My heart and my brain didn’t agree. My brain said to call him and do a break up with him but my heart said to wait for him to come here for the weekend and ask him about it. May be it was all a prank or just a dare someone made him do. But then why did he kiss her?

I reached home crying and thinking about him. I had my apartment decorated with pictures, our pictures, so every room every wall everything reminded me of Eddy. I couldn’t see it all. It reminded me of his proposal and their kiss. So I decided to try and take him off my mind and went to take a hot bubble bath. I wanted it to be long enough to take him off my mind but nothing seemed to be working. I sat in the tub and cried for a long time. After wearing an off shoulder over size plain white tee and black and white shorts, I went on the only place which would relief my mind, my terrace. It was the only place where all I forget all the worries and can look at the stars for hours and the flying planes. I loved to watch those flying planes and the twinkling stars. It was like I had left all the tensions down in my room and brought up just myself. It was the thing that no one knew about me, not even Eddy. It was like my own personal time in my own world. I decided to sleep on my terrace as the room reminded me too much of Eddy.

On Friday morning I woke up because of the sun light and found myself on the terrace and then the memory of Eddy and his new girlfriend hit me and I became sad again and this caused a very bad headache to me.  So after having a medicine for my headache I slept again in my bed this time. When I woke up it was nearly 3 o clock and it was since yesterday's lunch I hadn't had anything. So I went down to my kitchen but decided against cooking. I loved cooking but today I was really not in mood to cook so I ordered pizza and then went to my living room and switched on my TV. I started changing the channel until I found "Mean Girls". I loved the movie and I think I have watched it over 10 times but still I couldn't get bored of it.

Thirty minutes later when I was really busy watching mean girls, bell rang. I got up and checked and it was my pizzaa!!

The pizza guy for hot, no doubt had the type of golden brown eyes the always loved, his messy blonde hair complimented his eyes and his face very well. He was well built and from his clothes I could tell that he had a very good body. While I was busy drooling over him I noticed he was busy checking me out and lucky due to this I saved myself from the embarrassment and stared glaring him. He got over checking me out and said "Hi beautiful" trying to flirt with me.

"Just give me the pizza and take your money" I said angrily. May be he was the hottest guy I had seen but right now I was not having any interest in him right now.

"What’s your name miss? Give me your name and I will give you your pizza"

"Issabella it is. Now can I have it? Here is your money"

"What a nice name, Issabella or I would call you Issa. I am Samuel, you can call me Sam. And by the why don’t we skip the normal, boring way, why don’t you pay me by letting me take you to a date? I will give you your pizza but you have to let me take you to a date."

I stared him in disbelief. I couldn’t believe my eyes and my ears but I got over with it quickest and replied

“Listen Sam, don’t try your luck I have a boy...” and then I remembered Eddy and his new girlfriend Nichole and I couldn’t complete my sentence "Just give me the pizza"

"You were saying something about your boyfriend or should I say ex? See now that you are single; please let me take you to a date. I won't bite you. Pleasee. Here, have your pizza.” Handing the pizza over to me, he said” will you go out on a date with me?”

Taking the pizza from him I said " how about a NO" and gave him the money.

Taking the money, he became a little sad and the boyish grin on his face that I could see earlier was lost “Please think about the date. I will ask you again about it later. See you soon Issa” and I said slowly to myself “I hope not” but I don’t know how he heard it and said “If you never noticed, we study in the same college, doing our majors in the same subject and one more thing, I am your new neighbour, so we will surely see each other, probably daily”, giving me a wink that would have melted the heart of any girl, but that made me angrier.

"Whatever. Bye." shutting the door I sat on my couch and munched my pizza and enjoyed my movie. After movie and pizza I went back to my room and checked my phone which I hadn't checked since yesterday. I had 30 missed calls and 170 messages. 

2 calls from Eddy

14 calls from my best friend, Brianna. I had known her since my school days and luckily in we got into same college but unlike me she preferred living in college dorms. She has a boyfriend from school, Liam and they are a really cute, adorable perfect couple. They have been together for 2 years and they both are really happy with each other.

10 calls from my friend, Amanda. I and Bri met her in college and we instantly became good friends. She lived with her parents on the other side of the town

3 calls from Harry. Harry was also a friend from college. He was a part of our small group and any one could tell that he liked Amanda. Only she was the one who didn’t get it by his actions or the way he looks at her or compliments her all the time.

3 calls from my mom.

I ignored all calls and decided to call Brianna and mom later. Then I went to the messages.

Eddy<3--
"Babe you didn’t pick up my call last night. I hope u are fine. Today is friday. I hope you remember your promise ;). I will be reaching by 8 at night.
Love u :* :*. C you soon. Miss me."

My promise....I had promise I would cook his favourite meal for him and on Saturday we would go out to the beach house and spend the weekend there. Forgetting it I checked the next messages.

Brianna :*--
"Hii!! Ssup babe??"

"Babe are you fine?? You are not picking up your phone... m worried... rplyy"

"Areee you fine?? Did Eddy do something?? Rply fast or I will come to kick his ass"

And there were 40 other messages from her from yesterday night till now.

30 messages were from Amanda and Harry as they were worried too.

Rest of them were on our private group where they all where chatting and waiting for my reply as they all were very worried.

I decided to call Brianna as I knew if I didn’t call here as soon as possible, she may go to Eddy's college and find him and kill him.

As I called her she started shouting at me " Belllsss!!!!Why didn’t you pick my calls up? Why didn’t you respond to my messages? Where are you? Is Eddy with you? are you ok?......" and 100 more questions " now will you say something idiott??"

"Bri I will say something only if u shut up"

"ohhh... sorryyy... you know I was so worried. this is the first time you haven't replied to my messages and my calls. I love u so much. I got scared. I soo sooo soo sorryy...." and she started again and then she realised she has started again so she stopped “please you start speaking or I won’t shut up"

“So yesterday I went to Eddy's college after our college..." and I told her the whole thing again and till the end of the story I started crying again and she didn’t say anything other than " I am coming within 10mins"

True to her words, she came within 10minutes with 2 big boxes of my favourite Ben and jerry's Cookie Crum chocolate ice cream and lots of movies and snacks as she thought I would be hungry because she knew I wouldn't cook anything in this sad mood of mine. But I had forgotten to tell her that I have had pizza and also that I the pizza delivery guy was super hot and he was from our college and interested in me.

We spent the whole afternoon trying to calm me down, eating my favourite ice cream and watching movies. In the end we decided that today as Eddy will come I will act normal in front of him and go with the plan but when he would come near me to kiss me or something, I would instantly ask him about his new girlfriend which he would never expect and then I would be the one breaking up with him and kicking his ass out of my apartment in the middle of the night. But before kicking his ass, I would hide his cell phone, his wallet and his car keys so he couldn't do anything but stand and wait for me to do something for him. Later I would text his new girlfriend as him to pick him up from my address as I had kicked him out of my apartment.

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