Love is Pain (Forth&Beam)

Pain and Regret

"How how is m my beam??" forth grabbed doctor's hand firmly and asked in shivering voice

Doctor looked at forth for a while and freed his  hands and put one hand on forth shoulder

"Mr david I don't want to give you wrong hope,patient had major injuries on head and huge blood loss, His life is in danger" doctor said in slow voice

Forth started getting panic to hear it   , his brain had stopped working properly , he didn't know that what he has to do or say

"Please doctor don't let him die, I will pay you in millions please doctor make him healthy,You are one of the best doctor in Thailand I know you can do it ,i am begging you please doctor "forth again grabbed doctor's hand tightly and started crying

"Mr david I am trying my best to save his life but it couldn't work without patients own will power, it seemed like patient had lost hope to live" doctor looked at forth and said

"We are trying our best but patient's body is not responding on our any treatment. We can't get him back in life without patient's own will power, he has to fight for his life but it seemed like there is no fighting or living spirit , pray for him,just a miracle can save him" doctor said and give some instructions to a nurse and went back to ICU

Forth's heart beat started getting slow to hear doctor

Wayo put his hand on his mouth tightly and started crying silently

Lam and park was looking at forth with sad eyes

Everyone's heart was crying

They didn't know what they have to do to make every right

Pha was still sitting on the same bench without responding on the present situation ,its seemed like he didn't hear anything . He was lost in his own world

He was sitting silently and was peeling off his own hand's skin with his nails. Tears were still falling down from his red swallowed eyes

Forth looked at close ICU door and started punching on the wall angrily and started crying loudly and painfully

His hand started bleeding but instead of stopping,he started punching more forcefully . It seemed like he has huge psychological issues

Lam and park immediately came near to forth and tried to stop him but forth was using his full strength

Lam and park grabbed his both hand tightly and stopped him from hurting himself

Forth tried hard to free his hands but he couldn't ,after all he sat on the floor and started crying painfully with sobs

Lam and park also sat down with him

"Lam i ....i can't live without him" forth grabbed Lam's hand tightly and said in shivering voice

"I i lov.... love him so much , he is doing it because he is angry ,please request him to not take any decision in anger. He want to go to God from me,please stop him na, I will not make him sad again please lam stop him" forth joined his both hands

"If he want me to become his slave I will become . I will do every single thing which he want me to do ,please stop him from going to god house" forth started talking nonsense. It seemed like he has lost his mental balance

Park and lam was sacred to see him talking like that

" he is not going anywhere, he will be fine soon ,please don't cry"lam hugged him tightly and also started crying with forth, forth was crying loudly with sobs while hugging lam, he was crying like a kid crying in his parents funeral

park's eyes also started getting teary to see forth in such condition ,forth was a strong, careless and heartless guy it was really very painful to see him crying painfully

Everyone was crying and looking at forth except pha

Pha was in his own world without realising what was going on there

Pha was a friend who couldn't even see a curve on Forth's forehead but now he was not even looking at him

He was still busy in biting his nails and peeling off his own skin with his nails

How he could tell to anyone that he was about to rape his own younger brother,

He couldn't forget that how he was tearing off his nong shirt and how his baby brother was crying for mercy

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voices of beam when he was crying and begging for mercy were roaming in Pha's head. Pha was feeling like his brain would explode anytime

Forth cried for a long  while hugging lam and suddenly he broke hug and went to wayo

No one knew what is going on in his mind

He went and sat on knees in Wayo's feet and joined his shivering hands

"Wayo please help your p , he is your friend he will not reject your request,your p will die without him please help me na" forth started begging while crying

"How i can ... hic  ..... help you p I ....hic ... can't do anything" wayo sat next to him and kissed Forth's joined hands and started crying

Wayo couldn't see his p in such condition, his heart was shedding tears of blood

There were everyone in his own pain and dilemma. It seemed like someone had cursed their lives. everyone was crying but no one knew who is crying for whom.

Were they crying for pha or they were crying for forth or their tears were falling down for beam......

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