he never knew

one

"soda stop please i'm not in the mood." i replied to my boyfriend, as he was hinting at me that he was in the mood.

"your never in the mood anymore" he replied, sighing and rolling off of me.

"i'm sorry" i said and cuddled into his side.

he only responded with pushing me off and standing up.

"no your not, your not sorry because your being so stupid!" he exclaimed at me. raising his voice a tad, while pulling his DX shirt on.

"soda i-" i started.

"save it, i'm going to the dingo to get a drink with tim. don't wait up." he yelled and slammed his door.

"soda!" i yelled and got off of his bed and opened his door.

he headed down the hall and threw the living room.

the entire gang was in the living room.

johnny, two-bit, and steve watching mickey mouse. pony reading his new book that i just got him for christmas. darry was in the kitchen icing a cake for steve (obviously) and dally was smoking and attempting to talk to two about this smokin blonde he saw at the nightly double.

i has seen her too, she was nothing special. some broad with big boobs. attracts men i guess.

"i don't want to talk to you layla, now get out of my face." he warned and turned around to unlock the front door.

"soda just please" i said and followed him outside.

"do you really have to follow me everywhere? what's your problem? and for the love of god why are you so damn clingy? let me have some space. it's like i can't even talk to someone else without you being a clingy on me. just for the love of god chill out woman"

i was stunned to say the least. he never yelled at me ever, now he's really been yelling at me lately. and he's been gone a lot more. i cant really trust him, i don't know what to do anymore.

"soda-" i said and grabbed his arm.

he jerked around and slapped me across the face.

my hand immediately went to my cheek and held it softly.

"layla i-" his face went soft.

"save it" i put my hand up
"go to the dingo and have fun, when you get back home we can have some fun" i smirked at him.

he smiled back at me.

"i'm so sorry baby" he smiled sadly.

"well don't be, go have fun" i messed up his hair and smiled.

"i will" he pecked my lips and walked away.

the second he turned away i turned away and looked toward the house.

there lined up in the window was all of the boys, some angry, some worried looks on their faces.

i rolled my eyes while they scattered when my eyes met there's.

i made my way back inside and turned the door knob. they were all sitting on the couch and the tv was turned off. ponyboy looked more worried then everyone. darry had a look of disgust and worry on his face. everyone else just seemed awkward.

"layla can i talk to you" pony asked standing up.

i motioned for him to follow me and he followed me back to soda and i's room. yes, i practically live here. my parents died and since then i've moved in with the curtis bro's.

i was a greaser before my parents died. the baddest out there. me and soda started dating about a month after i met them. we've been dating for about a year and a half now. i love soda. i really do. but lately he's been so distant. it's killing me. but what can i do? i guess.

darry is 24, soda is 20, and pony is 17, i however am 16 and shorter then all of them standing at 5'3" while all of them are at least 5'11" beautiful height difference let me tell you.

i walked in and pony was behind me. i turned and shut the door but before i could turn back around pony shoved me against the wall and kissed me so hard.