Many thoughts walk slowly in your head, over powering each other with their chaos. You take your time to hear each thought. One after another, you get sleepy and lay down. You close your eyes but all you feel is the urge to cry; all 'cause of one failed try. "Try again" you think to yourself. But what if you're not ready for a second try, you would make the same mistake or worse. You lay there as tears fall from your eyes one by one soaking into your pillow. You feel a headache and your throat hurts. You want that special someone to give you attention, to give you love and the feeling of being wanted. You want to yell at that person and break down in-front of them, but what if you did? Would they hate you because of your thoughts? Would they get tired of your way of being? Would they even react? Or would they just move on? You picture every scenario that could happen. But it's late, your tears have sung you a lullaby while your thoughts have read you a story. You release all grip from reality and fall into a deep sleep.
