The Loneliness that dwells within

Deans POV

It started out as a normal night, We tucked Sammy in bed. Dad picked me up and hugged me, I remember seeing how happy him and mom were together. The Perfect family, at least that's what we thought... I woke up to hear my dad...... Screaming *Fights the tears back* I ran to my brothers room, When I saw a quick glimpse of my mom pinned to the burning ceiling . Dad handed me Sammy and told me to run. Outside the thougths began to run wild, The anger and sadness built up. After that me and dad Swore that it wasnt over, We would avenge mom and protect Sammy with our lives. We did. After that none of us were the same. Dad became more of a on the road type dad, I became the over protective but the non-emotional type brother, and Sammy became the shy but bright type of kid.  He grew up protected away from the world. I can still to this second hear dad sayin" Protect Sammy". Sammy wanted more than the sheltered life me and dad gave him, so he left for  school and I didn't see him till 20 years after mom had died. I tracked him down, broke into his house, wrestled around with him before he realized it was me. I flirted around with Jesse, Sammys girlfriend but only as a joke. I told Sammy "Dads missing." Then "Dads on a hunting trip and hasnt been home in a few days." I talked Sammy into goin with me to find him. It was  just the 3 of us, Me, Sammy, and Baby of course. We had a case, "The woman in white". Truth is Sammy felt as if all dad had tought us was to hunt, track and kill. that'd he had taken away our childhood, but we both knew dad cared for Sammy and if he knew that I had drug Sammy away like that, he would kill me. Even knowing this I still drug him away only because.... Well I a, still human you know. I was alone, and missed my lil brother. As we searched for dad and failed, we had however solved a case and gotton closer to finding him. Sammy wanted to go back "home". I agreed and well, that's just it isn't it? A home, Me and Dad wanted for Sammy to have a home now that he did I had to take him back to it. Well after I dropped him off I waited outside just a while to soak everything in, Sammy went inside the house when I heard him scream the same scream dad screamed that night in Sammy's nursery. I heard him scream JESSE!!!!!!!!!!!! I ran in to see Jesse pinned to the burning ceiling. I  remember seeing a flashback of that night in Sammy's nursery. I dragged Sammy out of the house. We sat on baby when Sammy popped the trunk and made the promise to avenge Jesse and Mom. Then We were on the road together, just us against the world. We found another case thanks to dad's journal I was able to steal from the cops. I got arrested when I brok into an appartment my dad was living in, Well Sammy called me a jerk and I called him a bitch. Good times, anyways well we followed the case to Blackwater Ridge in Lost creek Colorado. A Wendigo. KAZ 2Y5, That's baby's licence plate. Just to throw that in because it is very important later in my tale of loneliness.  Anyway after we blew the Wendigo up with a flare gun, after bein trapped in the woods bein picked off one by one like animals, our relationship grew stronger. A bond nothing can break. That was the first time that it hit me, Family is a bond that nothing can break, Not blood, Not demons, Not vampires, Not water, Not God. Nothing can break it. Anyways Here is a quick summery of my life
I saved my brother, solved countless cases, found my dad, watched him die, went to hell and came back on more than 1 occasion, Seen the people I love come and go (Bobby, Ellen, Ash, Ben, Joe, Lisa, Ben the vampire, ect), Watched Sammy die and come back more than once, Met a Prophit aka Chuck aka God (I believe he is), Found out I had a brother named Adam, he is now in hell with lucifer, I was gripped tight and raised from perdidtion" by an Angel named Castiel, My other dad Bobby dies for good, Sammy lost his soul, got his soul back, then tried to close the gates of hell,almost died, I allowed a angel to enter his body,We stopped the apocalypse, Killed some close friends by accadent, I become a demon, We rescued Bobby from hell, All  the angels fell from heaven, Cas became a lavithan (Sorta), A Lavithan named Dick Roman tried to take over, Dick shot Bobby in the head, Me, Sammy and Ben (the vampire) went to pergatory, I fell in love with a girl named Lisa, She had a son named Ben he became like my son, Me, Sammy, Dad we get hit by a demon,  We wake up in a hospital in Memphis Tennesse, I am dying in a coma, Dad gives his life/the colt/his soul to save me, He made a deal with the Yellow eyed demon aka Azazel, Sam had demon blood in him, Sam had visions,  My time was running out because I sold my soul for Sammy's resurrection,  We become allies with many different demons, I am killed for the first time by a pack of hell hounds and a demon named lilth,  Lucifer was freed and that began the apocalypse, I gave up on hunting to live with lisa and ben, Sam came back, I began hunting again, Then I leave Sam and my grandpa Samuel, I go back to Sam and Samuel, Bobby sends me a hunter named Garth, Garth becomes a weirwolf, Cas became human, Bobby was a ghost, Bobby tried to tell Sam to just go ahead and die, Death tries to reap Sam personally, I allow that angel to stop it, A prophet whos mom was killed by Lavithans can read tha angel tablet, We meet Metatron/the scriber of god, He tells the angel in Sam to kill a list of people, Sam kills Kevin the prophet, I learned to speak dog for a lil while, I catch a desiese that makes me scared of everything, I face my fear of flight and save a plane of people, before I became a demon I had a dream of what I would become, I miss my own funeral. I have books wrote about the Winchester brothers life, There was a Supernatural musical, Oh and I was in alternat universe where  I was some freak named Jensen Ackles playin Dean Winchester (It was freaky).

Thats the highlights. Now here I am....... closer than ever to my brother. All my life I have learned 2 things, 1. Kill all creatures that arent human,  2. Family dosen't end with blood.