here we go guys! chapter 15 is here. going to he shit I think but still
Starting off with a cliff hanger 😆
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Elena pov
Stefan hasnt been seen in over a month now. Damon has stopped looking and im losing hope to.
"Stefan please if you get this message come home. I dont care that you did what you did. I miss you and i cant live without you. Please" i say while holding in my quite sobs
"Elena its not good for you to be like this. Go home have a shower. Eat. Stefan wouldnt want you just laying in his bed crying all day and night"
damon said standing in the door way with a frown on his face.
I got up and wiped my tears away. walking to his dresser pulling out a pair of shorts and a t-shirt i left her then headed into the bathroom to take a shower
"I meant your own shower at home but okay fine."
Damon shouted making sure i heard.
I got undressed and hopped in letting the hot water run down my back. I opened his shampo and smelt it.
"I miss the smell of your hair"
I say quitly to myself. i washed up and then shaved my legs.
"Dammit" i yell cutting my leg on the razor blade
I put it under the water and watched the blood pour out. i got out and grabbed a town and bandaid putting it on the cut.
"All better now"
Grabbing my old cloths i brought them down stairs and put them in the washer then headed to the kitchen to find caroline and bonnie.
"Elena!" They screamed running into my arms.
"We have missed you" bonnie said.
I just looked down at the ground holding back my tears.
"Elena its okay to cry. you never have to be afraid to cry infront of us" care said
I wiped my tears
"Im fine" i say as my voice cracks.
"Im fine"
Me and the girls ended up making pizza then watching movie. well me and bonnie were any ways. care and damon were making out the whole time.
"Hey elena im going to go. ive got a date"
I smiled "oh lala with who." she blushed ill tell you when i know how i feel about the guy. we laughed and i walked her to the door.
"Bye elena." she said walking away. then it was just me. again. When im alone i think about what happened that night. it was so weird and painful
Flashback
Stefans pov
Ever since damon dared me to drink from a blood bag i began to feel urges surface. mostly when im with elena rather it be kissing her sweet lips of hugging her. Until one day we were going for a jog together and she fell onto a rock cutting her wrist open
"Oh my god elena are you al..." the smell it was to much i couldnt controll my self. one minute im standing there and the next im bitting into elenas wrist
"Stefan what are you doing. stop that hurts."
Her voice slowly starts to fade. then im trown into a tree amd everything goes black.
