𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞

special chapter | one

staying at a hotel was very inconvenient for they all had a home for sure, but somehow, they agreed to stay at the hotel which is causing all of them this dilemma.

team bottom was fast to act, due to lack of rest, specially jeonghan whom is looking very sleepy, which is reasonable, he had a jet lag, that's why. the two had to put their luggage inside their rooms. well technically,
only jeonghan has a luggage but again, wonwoo has clothes so maybe it can be called a luggage or something.

on the other hand, team top was still devastated and was obviously thinking of ways how to convince the two of just stay in a meanie-jeongcheol way. they wanted to rest with their loved ones, but the two were so cautious.

besides, team bot have really been hanging out pretty well, for the both of them knew each other's needs and knows each other's struggles and happiness because they're both bottoms.

likewise, the two on the other bedroom was laughing and sighing in exhaustion at the same time. they wanna rest with their love, but it seems that they enjoy the company of each other so they found a way to entertain each other. with the same reason, they're both tops so they can have a conversation, the two even thought about masturbating, but the two seems to be out of it so they cancelled the plan, since the two were just on the next room.

the four seems to rest well but there were bothered hearts inside the rooms so the two that were bothered came out of their rooms to go to the balcony, wanting to gasp fresh air, but the climate change seems to disagree with the air being fresh.

mingyu was surprised when jeonghan came out of the room.

"can't sleep hyung?" mingyu asked.

jeonghan nodded and a sigh was released by the both of them and it was pure frustration, they don't know what's inside their hearts but they both know something was missing.

"you know hyung, you were there when i was broke too, i think this isn't an issue to open up to you." mingyu deliberately asked while jeonghan, with a bothered heart, nodded.

"wonwoo and i, im actually curious with what is our status actually is, i know there's something between us, but he seems to disagree with the part that i had to acknowledge that something was going on, he wants us to be friends for the meantime."

"did something already happen between you two?" jeonghan asked, earning a nod from mingyu.

jeonghan first released a sigh before continuing what he was saying, "as long as something's happening, there is hope, we started like that too. i was afraid to acknowledge him as my someone, because i had a thing. you could always ask your partner about that."

mingyu smiled and nodded, "thanks hyung, but why are you outside, what's bothering you again?"

"nothing, just my curiosity with what will happen eventually, many good things has been happening, im afraid it will come down to the point that the price that i will pay for this happiness seems to be a big burden at all. it feels scary, i am doing this without assurance but i kept thinking that as long as i am with him, nothing could happen."

"not just him hyung, you also have me and wonwoo, you have our support just like how we have yours, hopefully." mingyu laughed and the both was silent for a few seconds.

"you fucking dumb, i don't want us to be in a relationship without you even pursuing me, no one is pursuing while fucking, so when you are gonna pursue me and want me to be your thing, then you'll have to endure and go through the process for real."

wonwoo and mingyu was startled with the voice, but only mingyu looked back and as expected it was his partner, wonwoo who have spoken. the cold breeze that mingyu was feeling was immediately with the presence of wonwoo around him. but then again, jeonghan felt jealous which was unnecessary, he thought.

"and you.." he gasped at the voice that have spoken.

"we were brought here after so many many battles, we've been through so many ups and downs and i think that our ending- no, our progress had just begun, yes, there will be burdens along the way but isn't it worth it when it has to be with you?"

jeonghan was filling up with tears on his eyes, wanting to burst in happiness and cry out loud, he didn't knew he deserved the guy behind him, which hugged his back and carefully gazed around the perfect view from the balcony, embracing the car sounds and the wind, the building lights, and of course their loved ones. it was enough for them to be chill and to be assured with what their worried about earlier.

we all have different concerns, thoughts, says, about something. no one could even tell which is black and white, just because it is the law, it is suddenly applicable to what has been done wrongly. being individuals, we all have different point of views in life, be it good or evil, but who knows that what you do is for the right or wrong. the thing is, pleasing other people won't do, but living without regrets, and sticking to your own justice will do.

who cares about these large palaces, mansions, if i can have a small house on my own, it'll be a thousand times better, for i know what i want, and know what i have to do.