Amy's First

Chpt. 1

Chpt. 1

Even though her family was hardcore Christian; she was in a Christian community and went to a Christian school, at 18, Amy Farley was starting to feel pressure.

Most of her friends had boyfriends, or had at least been on dates.

Amy had none of those things, and even though she told herself she should focus on school and getting into a good career (the right guy would come along, eventually), the fact she hadn't been asked out yet was really a blow to her self-esteem... there was the peer pressure aspect as well...

All that was stuff she knew she shouldn't care about, but she still felt she left out. Underdeveloped, in a sense. Her mom had given her a sort of 'talk,' before she started having periods, but it was really vague and ...

But she knew almost nothing about actual 'sex;' she wasn't even sure she knew what a boy's penis looked like. Although, recently she'd had an strange experience when she'd walked in on her brother.

He'd been lying on bed with the door thrown wide open and he was watching some crazy Japanese porn on his computer. The girl was just screaming so loud and it was weird; like the girl sounded like she was a really young kid screaming like that, so it would've been impossible for Amy to just walk by and pretend nothing was going on.

Their parents we're home, and Amy was standing in the door just like: 'what the hell are you doing?' Her brother invited her to watch and she'd watched the whole video.

She'd gotten a bit turned on, but she also felt weird about it. She and her brother had talked later and, yeah if you've ever watched Japanese porn as I'm sure you have, you know it's really weird stuff sometimes and her brother explained that that was just the reality with Japanese porn.

Another thing that was odd about the Japanese porn was the fact that the genitals were all digitized out, both the guy's and the girl's genitals were blurred, so Amy still couldn't say she knew what a penis looked like.

When the guy'd shot his load though it'd been a huge amount of cum; even though Amy knew this sort of white goo sprayed out of guy's dicks when they came, she was still surprised by the amount.

"That's fake," her brother told her.

"You really think so?"

"Yes, it's not possible for a guy to cum that much in one load."

"You sound like an expert."

And between the two of them, her brother John was the resident expert on porn. He point out that when the dude jizzed, the only part of his body on screen was the dick. He didn't know exactly what they used but it was some kind of mixture of like glue or something to give it a jizz-like texture.

"It's just impossible for a guy to cum that much at once," he said.

Then he and Amy had started talking about sex; had Amy had sex yet, and she was honest with him. John had in fact 'done it all,' and that it was okay; she should wait for a guy who she felt comfortable to do it with, but she needed to get lost now because he wanted to jerk off, unless Amy wanted to watch him? She didn't though, and she left after that.

Actually though, she was also feeling 'weird' – turned on – and she did actually want to watch John do... do what she knew he was about to do, but it also felt super weird that it was her brother, and she felt like the situation was sort of getting out of control and she didn't like that. She didn't want her first time to be like something she was going to forget, and that just felt like...

"Care to enlighten the rest of us as to what you're thinking about? Ms. Farley?"