The Puppeteer Part 3

The puppeteer - Regret

"Do you want me to lock you up in the dog cage so you can eat nothing but your skin? You think you're a food? You want me to feed you to stray dogs? Wolves?.. Or perhaps" William came closer and catch his face, "a.. Ah! " dragging him to lean to the wall behind him. Zylen whimpered and sobs ".. you want me to 'eat' you up? "

Zylen almost scream again, the fear.. The fear is too overwhelming.

"That's it" William hissed in his words, It makes William mad when the boy didn't answer him that he catch his neck and grip it with so much strength all of a sudden. Zylen choked, he couldn't breath and his tears over spilled to his cheek. He saw the evil grin on William's face. The grin that haunted him for his whole life, gave him night terrors and trauma."Ngh.. Ak!.. Ngk.. " Zylen tried to hold William's arm, his eye begging, saliva spilling out from his mouth. He saw the grin grows wider as his vision grows darker. His lungs has gave up, he surrender to his fate..

Just when his eyeball roll to the back of his head, William let him go. He cough and gasping so hard. His face was all red caused by the lack of oxygen. Zylen wants it to stop.. Please make it stop.. He wants to pass out but he didn't. His cheek was already so wet with tears. His head felt heavier than before.

In that moment.. He had a flash of an image. He saw the girl who helped him, calming him when the voices and the corpses were haunting him. She hugged him.. She looks afraid too but she helped him.

Zylen started yearning for her, yearning for the safety she gave him before. He choked in his cries "E.. E-mily.. Wh-where are you.." and whimpered harder in the brink of loosing his consciousness. "Emi-emi.. -ly"

William look down to his slave, his eyes are serious, he frowned and he started sitting in the squat right infront of the crying boy.

"What are you crying for? You can't eat these corpses anymore?" It remind him how much problem will Zylen had with foods after he killed a soul "The last time I had to shove food to your throat, I thought I lost you" William spoke as he scanned the wounds on the boy's cheek "Are you pretending this? Or this is your very, very weak side hmm?" William questioned and look into Zylen's teary eye. "This is not the first time you act this way, screaming on everything, crying all the time, apologizing for nothing, I don't really mind that actually, but I fucking hate it when you don't look at me" Zylen whimpered. His eye stick to the floor. What can he do? He was too scared to look at him. He knows William will beat him again and he started crying.

At the same time he felt so much sadness, pain, regrets that it force him to cry even harder. He wants to be save "E.. Mi-Emily" he cried.

The fast light bathed his vision. The brutal slap sent him smacking to the floor. "Emily!! Emily!! He started wailing in fear and pain.

"Fucking idiot, you know how much I hate that, why the fuck won't you ever learn?!!!" His yelling filled the boy's head, making him broke even further

"I'm sorry master! Please d-don't beat me!" He screamed as he squeezed into himself, he held his arms closer, protecting himself, wishing he could just disappear, wishing he would not face this situation, wishing he won't be squirming, trembling so hard on the cold floor, bring yelled down to. "Emily.. W-where are y-you.. " he whimpered slowly "please help m-me.." The more he call out for her, the more sadness filled his heart, and he doesn't even know why.. Why he felt so sorry, why he felt so guilty and sad.

"Hey, hey!! How many times do I have to call you, huh?!!!" William had call him a few times.. But Zylen didn't hear him in his broken state.. He didn't mean it.. He can't help it..

Zylen cried when William catch his face and shake him hard "stop this stupid shit, why don't you ask yourself about it huh?" Zylen whimpered in his grasps. "M-master.. " he cried begging for mercy

.. Which was almost never happened

"Wether you pretend this or not, let me tell you straight to your face, and drill this in your fucking stupid head fucking slut" he hissed dangerously. Zylen trembles harder, doesn't even dare to make more noise as they had eye contact

"You fucking killed her"

Zylen's eye was wide in shock, he look as pale as a ghost.

"Lie.. Lie!! Y-you lied to me.. " Zylen in the brink of breaking apart again. William squeeze his face harder and stare further into his eye with only an inch of distance between their nose. "I'm not as retarded as you, idiot, you sick cum dumpster, It was all your fault" he throw Zylen to the floor. The boy was too shock to even scream.

.. No.. No...

He's lying.. It must be..

"I.. -I didn't d-do it" Zylen stuttered as tears filled his eye again. "Oh, of course you did, you've killed so many, so many lives with your hands. And you know what? That killed was the most brutal I ever seen from you".

Zylen was stuck. His body stop responding to him, he tried to remember but nothing came into his mind but her face.

"AHHHHHHH!!!" He scream on the cold floor, gripping his own hair. He can't remember anything, William must be lying to him.

He remembered how his trainers told him he killed Isaac, but he didn't do it.. He can't.. There's no way he did that.. But the most painful part because he don't remember and he felt guilty, so dark, so full of sin that he started wailing in his damaged state.

"You might have really lost it" William spoke as he watch his slave crying, wailing so hard on the floor with his blood and wounds all over him. He doesn't seems like he like it, but doesn't seems pissed as well. "I might need to consider about burying you alive or just throw you in the hearth"

.. He's lying.. I didn't kill her..

"Emily!! Emily please c-come back!!!"

He wailed