It is beautiful .....
It is beautiful to have friends , company , a special company or as we call it the one .....
It is beautiful to have someone to talk to ......
It is beautiful to have someone u share , the good and the bad , with them ......
It is beautiful to display the image of love with someone ......
It is beautiful to have someone who won't betray , .....
It is beautiful to have someone u say to him " I LOVE YOU ". A friend , loving one , family , relative .... it is beautiful ......
Absoluetly u may say , " it is cz its the best thing we will ever have StranGer right."
But is it beautiful to have none of that ? .... is it okay to have none of that ? But ,What is beautiful ? .
Is it beautiful to go through this life all by yourself ? Is it beautiful to enjoy being alo....... ?
Again what is beautiful ?
What is the definition of beautiful ?
Beautiful simply is a combination of qualities, such as shape, color, or form, that pleases the aesthetic senses, especially the sight.
But what if someone finds being alone pleasing to his sight of mind ... ? .
Is it beautiful in this case ?
I can see the words on your face , "definitely it is not" u may wonder .
True ..... its not .
But thats relative right
u cant decide that for ppl u know ? .
Lets talk about his story , i wont tell his name tho for personal reasons .
He is not that type of a guy that can steal a girl's heart by cracking very funny jokes . He does not own superpowers . He just ....
He tried ..... , but he didnt get that far .
He simply does not own required social skills .
He got friends , couple of them , but its just in a matter of time , theyr simply friends when they meet , and they dont care anyways .
He is sick of playing .
Every day he goes out there he is like : " okay lets put my fake face in pretend now ".
More than u ever imagined , he enjoy it . Cz he embraced himself . As simple as it is , He completes Himself .
I would caught him saying : " If you want to be happy, learn to be alone without being lonely. Learn that being alone does not mean being unhappy. The world is full of plenty of interesting and enjoyable things to do and , people who can enrich your life. "
It is hard in the beginning , "what is wrong with me , why me , why does bad things happen to good ppl , why i am the only who cares for everyone , but am the only one who ends up alone" ? U know there comes a life time where u gonna say the same thing .
Trust me, nothing is wrong with u, about u, the only thing thats so wrong here, is this world .
This world is so misunderstood .
Then tell me please how it works . Please .......
U don't need someone else to get your back only if u get it for urself .
Now don't mistake me , am not saying that ppl who got someone are weak , thats not true . Am talking about those who left alone , who couldnt get out of it .
Those who dealt with this since the beginning ! .
There are some who go through this pain and become bitter . But there are ppl who GROW through this pain and become better .
U gotta choose .
Aint not a game .
U gotta choose .
I had to dig deep , deeper and deeper to find ..... me .
I went through all the dark roads . I know them inch by inch . And right now , there is not a challenge that can beat me .
" I live in that solitude which is painful in youth, but delicious in the years of maturity. ... ".Albert Einstein once said ....
U may say how did he get to the point that he is okay with it .
As i said its not easy , u gotta take tough roads , rough roads that no one else want to take . Thats it , u just gotta do the things that no one else wanna think about it .
At first , it was all devastating to him , literally everything crushed his life .
He will watch from far away with that tear in his eyes , that knife in his heart thinking that he ll never fit it .
It also led him , to try and give up all this . There come time when he don't wanna get out of bed .
But he always finds a way .
Always he never seriously thought of giving up .
He ll always go for walks , and i remember him once screamed in the middle of nowhere : " YOU JUST NEED TO WAIT , U LL SEE WHO I LL BECOME , I WILL PROOVE THAT PEAPLE LIKE ME , CAN HAVE A LIFE , CAN LOVE SOMEBODY , CAN MAKE SOMEONE HAPPY , YOU JUST NEED TO WAIT ....." and he ll open his hands like he is trying to hold the sky .
It always felt impossible , he thought that he ll never see something beautiful like that .....
Untill that day , while he was walking . It all changed ..... it all changed ... he really saw something beautiful ... it was ..................... .
