🍕 Staring Into Space 🍕

Lets study

(Trigger warning, self-harm and some nsfw)

Bonnie sat in his room by himself looking up at the ceiling, he stared blankly at it with no thoughts at all. He always did this every day, he liked it.

He got up from his bed after breaking his stare and looked out the window, he smiled at the sight of some birds on the trees, he looked away and at his bag, he stopped smiling.

He looked down at his arm, he pulled the sleeves up and felt around the bloody bandage, he felt around it for the end piece, he found it and pulled the bandage off. He put the dirty bandage in the bin and looked down at his arm. A bloody, cut up mess was all that was there, he looked at his bag and approached it, he pulled out his wallet and looked through it for a minute, then found it.

A small blade, a blade they have in sharpeners, he put the wallet down and took the blade to the bed, he sat down and looked at his arm. A tear had streamed down Bonnies face but he didn't cry, nor did he show any emotion at all, his face was blank. He put the blade to a patch of uncut skin and hesitated for a second, then started to slice.

Freddy walked down the corridors of the dorm building, he counted the numbers as he went, "78, 79, 80, 81, 82, 83..." He stopped at the 83, he knocked on he door excited.

"oh sh- JUST A MINUTE" Bonnie shouted from the room, there was lots of running around coming from the other side of the door. He eventually opened the door, he had cleaned himself up and gotten dressed, he closed the door behind him. "Ready?"

"Yeah, are you alright? You looked more drained than usual" Freddy questioned, noticing the dullness in Bonnies eyes

"I'm fine Freddy" Bonnie said, walking down the corridor past Freddy, "come on, let's get started"

"Ok..." Freddy sighed

Freddy unlocked the door to his dorm room and let Bonnie inside, Bonnie thanked him and sat down on the sofa, Freddy closed and locked the door.

"Ok, so what is it that you're struggling with?" Bonnie asked, going through some of his pages, Freddy wasn't paying attention to the question and was too busy staring at Bonnies messy hair, "Freddy? Freddy!"

"Oh what oh, sorry, got distracted, it's biology" Freddy stuttered, a bit shook

Bonnie paused in place for a minute, his ear twitched and then he sighed, "alright, what part of biology" Bonnie sighed

"Oh, you don't have to do it if you're uncomfortable" Freddy said, worried he might say yeah

"Oh no, it's fine, I just get embarrassed at some things" Bonnie stuttered, he went into the biology section of his notes, they were very few notes.

"Thank you, uh, it's the physical things blood changes whenever it happens" Freddy sheepishly said, rubbing his neck

"Oh, uh, any specific area?" Bonnie blushed a bit, looking to the side

"Oh, this" He gestured up and down Bonnie's whole body

"Oh, uh alright. Let's start with the skin" Bonnie flipped through some notes, "so... "

Bonnie started to talk about what happens, he went through notes and even demonstrated one, but Freddy wasnt paying attention, he was staring into Bonnie's eyes, Bonnie wasn't looking but he looked at the next part of the notes and blushed.

"Oh no" Bonnie sighed

"What's wrong?" Freddy said, breaking his stare

"N-now we have t-to go for ere-ections, it kinda embarrassing" Bonnie stuttered and blush more

"Wanna demonstrate it?" Freddy winked at bonnie

"Freddy thats not funny" Bonnie said blushing more, hiding his face a bit

"Oh come on bon" Freddy got closer to Bonnie, "you know you want me~" Freddy winked at Bonnie, not taking it seriously

"Freddy please don't joke like that" Bonnie teared up, backing away from Freddy

"Oh I'm sorry, I was just joking" Freddy backed off, "I'm sorry", he sat back down where he was and looked away

"it's fine, just scared me a bit" Bonnie sighed

"Scared?" Freddy asked worried

"Im- I'm scared of embarrassing myself in that situation" Bonnie sighed

"No need to be embarrassed, it's perfectly normal to feel weird in that situation, you make yourself vulnerable and that can be scary" Freddy sat closer to Bonnie, "I can show you if you want"

"What do you mean?" Bonnie looked at Freddy

Freddy pushed Bonnie down onto the sofa and crawled on top of him, Bonnie put his paws to his chest and closed his eyes

"Freddy please be careful" Bonnie sighed

"Don't worry bon, if I'm going too fast just let me know" Freddy put his paws on Bonnie's face, "open your eyes bon, I wanna see your eyes more"

Bonnie opened his eyes and stared back at Freddy, bonnie looked to the side embarrassed and Freddy rubbed Bonnie's cheek.

"Are you ok so far?" Freddy asked, getting closer to Bonnie face

"This is all so, scary, and nice" Bonnie shuddered, "every emotion, every feeling is just so overwhelming, and I love it"

"You're such an adorable nerd" Freddy giggled, "tell me what emotions you start to feel when I do this~"

Freddy put his lips on Bonnie's, he kissed him passionately for a few seconds, he backed off and looked at Bonnie, Bonnie had closed his eyes.

"How was that bon?" Freddy purred, he didn't get a response, "bon?" Freddy nudged Bonnie, again no response "he passed out, that was a lot of emotions I guess then"

Freddy picked Bonnie up and put him into Freddys bed, he got a change of clothes for Bonnie, he took his pants off and hesitantly put the pyjamas on, he took Bonnie's shirt off and saw the bandage, he gasped at the sight, he felt around it, it was still wet.

"Oh bon...." Freddy sighed, he took the bandage off and looked at the damage, "oh god" Freddys hand started to shake, he felt around Bonnie's arm, he went over a cut with his hand and bonnie received in pain, but didn't wake up. Freddy went into the bathroom and got some new bandages, he came back and out them on Bonnies arm, he put the pyjama shirt on him and covered him up in blankets, he got into bed next to him and cuddled up to him.

"Bonnie, I'll make sure your happy again, I promise..."