Jealousy ~ Natasha Romanoff

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I watch as Natasha flirts with Bruce across the other side of the bar, she looks up at him through her long eyelashes and smiles softly making my stomach churn and my heart sink as well as the smile on my face disappear "are you okay y/n?" Tony asks me making me quickly wipe my tears
"yeah! Yeah! Never been better" I give him a fake smile, luckily the older man has had a few to many drinks and is a bit out of the loop
"okay!" he says happily taking another sip of his beer
"I'm heading to bed" I explain looking at the small group I was surrounded by "see you all in the morning maybe" I try to sound happy but I fail making some others look at me concerned. I brush them off and head upstairs. Once I reach my room, I close the door and sit on my bed with my head in my hands
"shit" I whisper to myself "shit!" I stand and punch a large hole through the wall making me realize how good that felt, I do it again and again yelling 'shit' over and over until I've calmed down. Why did I have to be an avenger!? Why wouldn't they have just left me how I was?! A super strong girl who worked in a bar! It wasn't that bad! I sit down on the floor this time, my head once again in my hands, this time I let the tears escape my eyes and I sit there for several minutes letting this happen until I hear my door open. I wipe the tears quickly and stand "I think you have the wrong ro-" I walk into the lounge room to see a very familiar face standing in the middle looking around "Natasha" I speak making her jump "for a super assassin lady you didn't seem to be very certain on my whereabouts" I say leaning against the nearest door-frame
"i-I" she starts before shaking her head
"I'm sorry Nat, but I'm going to have to ask you to leave" I say standing straight and walking over to her
"why?"
"because Nata-"
"you've been crying" she examines me closely making me sigh
"yes, now leave ple-"
"why?"
"because Natasha!" I yell while clutching the kitchen bench next to me making my knuckles turn white
"why y/n-" she starts making me lose it
"because I love you! And you were flirting with Bruce! I got jealous and emotional, so leave! Because I want to be alone!" I yell at her as I start to sob, I fall onto my hands and knees as the sobs continue to rack through my body.
I feel her arms wrap around my waist and pull me onto her lap making me sob even more and struggle against her grip "n-no stop!" I almost scream trying to get her to let go of me but nothing works, I'm trapped in her iron grip and she's not letting go.
"stop y/n, shhh, calm down, it's okay" she whispers in my ear making me calm down slightly.

Key work:slightly

The sobs still escape my throat now just not as loud, I wipe my face with my hand and look at the Black Widow "let me go" I say pushing her shoulders trying to get her to let go
"its okay y/n" she says leaning down

I freeze and watch her as she leans in closer and closer, until out lips meet. I kiss back momentarily before pulling away "what the hell is wrong with you?!" I scold as I watch her smile turn upside-down.
"I thought-you-I wan-"

I stand out of her lap and brush myself off before wiping the tingly feeling off my lips
"y-you just took my first kiss! You took my first kiss and it meant nothing to you! But everything to me! I hope you're happy Natasha! I was saving that for someone who actually loves me Natasha!"
"i don't like Bruce y/n!"
"then why were you flirting with him?!"
"i wasn't"
"yes you were!"
"y/n" she warns
"what Natasha?! you gonna tackle me to the ground?! you gonna choke me to death?! you gonna punch me in the face?! because you know I'm right! you.like.Bruce!"


i was right, she tackles me to the hard ground swiftly before straddling me and pinning my hands above my head "i don't like Bruce" she states softly leaning down so her body presses on my and her mouth it just above my ear "i like you, idiot"
"i-i" i loo to the left to avoid her gaze
"i-i" she mocks while chuckling lightly, still gripping my hands
"c-can you please let me go?" i ask softly making her groan softly and do so "thank you"
"I'm so sor-" my hands find there way to her waist and squeeze it reassuringly
"it's okay Nat" i smile at her as she still sits on my stomach
"I'm so sorry" she says as she starts to cry. i look at her in shock, It's not every day you see Natasha Romanoff cry.
"hey, hey, hey, hey...it's okay, you're okay love, Natasha look at me" she looks down at me and wipes her tears harshly making me frown even more "you're okay, it's okay. ive got you" i say pulling her by the arms down so shes laying on me. "it's okay" i whisper in her ear before kissing the skin behind it "you're okay" i wrap my arms around her and draw little shapes on her back
"i love you not hulk.." she sobs out making me tighten my grip around her.
"i know bub, i love you too" i say happily
she sighs in content before standing up and crawling into my bed making me giggle, she sits up and takes off her dress "can i have a shirt please?" she almost whispers making me give her an over-sized shirt, she mumbles a thank you and lays back down. i crawl in next to her and pull her into my arms, she snuggles into my chest and inhales deeply before falling asleep making me smile

what a night









this is so bad omggggggggg. but like if you couldn't tell or didn't know already i miss my baby

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