The Man I Thought Who Can't Appreciate Beauty

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Suddenly, when I had decided to put behind all hopes of touching and telling their names, something deep went into my way. 

I was down. 

One of my knees got hurt. 

I pulled myself out.

I wasn't fully embarrassed at first. 

Until they called me with the man's name and I sank myself down, feeling really bad about being me. 

Hate yourself! That's what their deafening screams were telling me.