Curly-Hair

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by defender1516
by defender1516
                                    
                                              So there's this one dude I've been crushing on since the school year started and he has curly hair.
                          Lately, all the dudes that catch my attention are the ones that seem to have curly hair. Yeah, I'm aware that I'm weird.
                          I have him for 3 periods, but lately I've been seeing him all over the school, even after our periods are over.

                          And it's really funny because I tried to convince myself that I didn't like him since the week of October 20th.
Before I denied that liked him and was open to my friends that I liked him, I wouldn't see him much, but after I started to deny it, I see him EVERYWHERE
                          These are the times that I've been seeing him almost daily now:
1st period: He hangs out right outside the classroom I go to
2nd period: He's in my class and sits in the same row
3rd period: He's in my class and actually got moved next to the seat my friend sits in (my friend sits behind me)
4th period: In my class and we sit near each other
5th period: He now goes a different way that I still don't get why he goes (it makes him late) and it consists of passing my friend's locker (who I wait for everyday bc she's switching her stuff and takes FOREVER)
6th period: He passes my locker since it's near the library
7th period: He passes my 7 period class everyday bc his class is down the hall
8th period: See him on my way down the stairs because his class is upstairs
9th period: See him on my way upstairs or to my locker
                          These are literally the times I see him everyday and it's purely coincidental, but my heart goes crazy when I see him because we always seem to make eye contact and I SUCK AT EYE CONTACT
                          I honestly find this hilarious because I'm TRYING SO DAM HARD TO GET OVER HIM AND NOW I SEE HIM SO OFTEN
                          LIKE THIS COULDN'T HAVE HAPPENED WHEN I LIKED HIM AND WAS OPEN ABOUT IT TO MY FRIENDS BC NOW I CAN'T EVEN TELL THEM ABOUT BC THEY'LL LAUGH AT ME FOR RELIKING THE SAME GUY 
                          Honestly, this sucks bc I have a soft heart and I'm easily flustered and this doesn't really help but I guess I gotta suck it up, huh
                          Anyways, that was it for today ig
                          November 14, 2019 - 21:32