Fragments: Capsuling Feelings

For Tamara 2

~Bittersweet~
Knocking on my door
My last name
Your voice
Are things I don't hear anymore
I arrived home thinking
Sensitive subject matter
In a letter was the best way
To convey
The girl I want is everything I need
But someone else planted seeds
Raise that baby boy and teach him right
Remember that he's your source of light
I regret it
Not the feeling but the moment
Wishing I could see your eyes
Skimming the lines of paper
Tearing up
And then it's blank
There's no happy ending
Best case
I see you in my dreams
I can't wait to sleep
But still it's bittersweet
There's no telling if we'll meet
I'm too shy for my own good
I'm doing it again
Instead of just calling
I'm falling and it's ok
You don't have to try and catch me