I can see it in your eyes

Continuation Of Chapter 2

I asked Meredy for the second timewith tears in my eyes
"Wheres Jellal?"
"He left and decided to be alone after i found you knocked out and him beside you crying, he was apologizing for what he did and he said he didnt mean it, what happened Ul?" Meredy explained
"I'll explain when i get back here, for the meantime, do whatever but dont wreck the place" i told Meredy as i said goodbye
I knew exactly where he was,
I looked for him and finally found him

He sat below a tree on the edge of a cliff... Admiring the beautiful sunrise
"Im sorry Ultear, you dont have to stay with me here you know, Leave me be...."
I flinched as he said those words... But.. It wasnt coming from under the tree
It was coming from behind me
"Thought projection, i shouldve known" I looked down at the ground, avoiding his gaze
"You shouldnt be her...I'll go back to the guildhall later
I need some time to think, im sorry for last night Ultear, you can go now" he told me with the softest voice imaginable
It was almost as if he were about to cry... I looked at him and said
"Theres no need to apologize Jellal, i know what that feels like, i remember fighting gray... My own brother... And wanting to kill him..." i told him.. Trying to stop my tears from spewing out like a waterfall..... "I hated my life for as long as you can imagine, i created this group so that you could atone... I knew i would never from the very beginning... I saw you and Meredy get along and smile so often that i started to feel happy" i said.. Trying not to stutter and slurr my words, but it was no use
"its ok" I heard him say after catching me when i almost fell on my knees crying
"After i found out about tenrou i couldn't bear myself... I couldn't stop blaming myself every step i took to reach you just to tell you about it, i WONT stop blaming myself... Please Jellal" i looked at him with tears in my eyes, "Please protect them, when i die in battle or as a punishment... Protect them all... Only then will i atone, knowing im gone will be a relief to all the people ive sinned against, only then, will i find peace"