Trust Me Or Ruin Me

HE LOVES ME MORE

"Xav - Ahhmm" I was about to ask him stop torturing me but he entered his tongue in my clit. My hands automatically went on his silky smooth hairs. He bite, sucked, kissed and flipped his tongue furiously on my cunt. He dipped his two fingers inside my dripping pussy.

"I was dying to eat you" he said against my cunt, sending shivers run down my body.

"Faster please" I pleaded as I can feel my climax. He increased speed of his fingers and tongue. I felt my release soon. He licked my drenching clit and looked me back, smirking.

"It's pleasure making you plead" he said before kissing me.

He then sank his teeth on my neck, shoulders, jaw and chest whilst squeezing my breast.

I was yet not able to understand my emotions that were swirling in my body. It feels my entire body is alive again after a long hibernation. He rubbed his dick on my entrance. I held his shoulder tightly and thrust my hips to feel him inside me. I groaned in frustration when he kept torturing me. I tried to push him and ride on him but he held my both hands.

"It's about you tonight my love" saying this he slammed inside me and an involuntary smile spread on my lips.

Xavier too smiled when he noticed me smiling.

"Your eyes are light green now" he purred seductively whilst thrusting inside me. It's after 2 months, so I can feel pain too, along with pleasure but my desire for Xavier is overwhelming all my senses.
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"Are we back together?" he asked whilst rubbing my back. I placed my head on his shoulders and traced some patterns on his chest, more precisely 'I love you Xavier' again and again. I don't know if he can understand what I'm writing but I stopped hearing his question.

"Maybe" I mumbled still in haze.
He hummed in response but I can sense he is hurt. I pecked his chest and snuggled more.

Next morning when I woke up, I didn't find Xavier by my side. I felt somewhat disappointed but I guess, I deserve this. I really hurt him last night. More like, he might have felt that I used him. I did my morning chores and left our bedroom to search for him.

Liam, Zach, Ellie, Angel and Xavier, all were in living room discussing something but stopped when they saw me.

"Good morning everyone" I greeted them smiling but held my gaze long on Xavier to know what is going on his mind. He smiled warmly and patted the place beside him. I sat beside him.

"You look tensed" he whispered so that only I could hear. I shook my head smiling to assure him that everything is fine.

I'm feeling guilty. I kept glancing towards Xavier time to time whilst they all continued their discussion which I paid no attention to. My mind was on Xavier all the time. I feel like I'm punishing him without his mistake but what to do of my emotions? What about my feelings? I was hurt to dead. I was a walking dead. How could I forget everything so easily and forgive him whole hearted? Can we restart our relationship after all that happened?

My all day went in blur, sulking on my own thoughts. I want to love him but I'm afraid, afraid of hurting myself again. Xavier and others were very busy comparative to other days. But I have enough in my plate to dig in their plates.

Soon it was evening and I was sitting in our study room doing nothing. Someone knocked on the door. I mumbled 'come in', still looking at a wall without blinking, deep in my thoughts.

"We are going for a party tonight. I want you to wear this dress" Angel said whilst placing a dress on my desk. I nodded my head without giving it a glance. She stood their for I don't know how long. I know she wants to say something but she doesn't which I'm thankful for because I'm not in a state to think straight. I don't know when she left but this time Liam entered.