11/6/19 - repulsive
everyone is so beautiful
in their own way
their bodies
their faces
their hearts
their minds
yet i'm so ugly
so unfathomably unattractive
that i can't believe anyone could ever love me
so why bother having crushes?
or friends?
why bother trying at all?
i'm repulsive
disgusting
revolting
who would ever want to love me?
because surely no one will
and if they do
i'll ask them what
they really see in me
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Dark Times
PoetryA collection of poems I've wrote when at my lowest points. I post them to satisfy the need to "talk" to other people- screaming into the void, if you will. **TW: depression, suicide, self harm, sexual abuse. No need to reach out and ask if i'm okay...