Chapter 8

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1 Week Later

We all comforted Niall as he cried out about how she broke his heart.

"It was so random. I thought everything was going great and then she just left." I shook my head slowly. Was this her way of getting back at me hurting Niall. I looked over at Louis who tilted his head. I got the message and walked over to the kitchen with him.

"Harry, what the fuck happened. This has something to do with you doesn't it." he whispered to me. I shook my head sadly.

"No, well i don't know. I just . . .we were still hooking up for a while now and i ended it." Louis face grew tense.

"Your own mate harry . . .What has happened to you?" Louis as me looking at me pathetically. I needed to defend myself although all his words were true. "I'm sorry Lou  . . i loved her." The look in his eyes told me he didn't give a shit. His main priority was Niall. Not the bastard best friend, who was sleeping with his friends girl.

"Louis i eneded it. I knew it was wrong. At least give me the benefit of the doubt," He said no more and just walked away back to Niall. I put my head down and shook it slowly. I had to find a way to get Lily to take Niall back.

~

The door opened and i was face to face with a different Lily. She looked tired and unhealthy.

"Lil's . ." My voice trailed off as i examined her body head to toe. She still managed to look beautiful, but i could tell she was hurting. "Hi harry, what the fuck do you want." she responded avoiding my eye contact. I stepped inside the flat uninviting.

"What happened with Niall?" I asked frowning back at her.

"Harry, I'm a little busy right now." She said slamming the door. Her house smelled of different colognes.  "I don't want to be with Niall . . .so i ended it." I shook my head disapprovingly. "ironically the same day i ended what ever the hell it was we had." my sarcastic tone coming out. She chuckled lowly.

"Harry, any day you want me, you can have me." Her voice spoke seductivly. But i wasn't here to get action. "Im here for Niall, not for my own pleasure." She smiled at me. "Well i don't want Niall. I slowly lost like for him everyday we fucked." My insides cringed. She was the one who didn't want me as a boyfriend. "So you were using me.." My voice fainting.

"No, well i just wanted sex. But a part of me wanted a little more." Confusion swept over my mind.

"I cant do this right now . . . you want me then you don't. . . I cant deal with this. We were better off just being friends." My voice angry now. She wiped her eyes slowly. "Niall, he missed you ya know. Everyday. He really liked you, perhaps even loved." My voice speaking with more sympathy. I was being the nicest i could for my friend.

"Harry, your not gonna get it are you." She walked slowly up to me, pushing me against the wall. "What the fuck are you doing?" I asked looking in her eyes. "Harry, we can't resist each other. I know you want me." She was acting like a complete and utter whore. Before i could push her away and get the hell out of there she reached into my pants and boxers, gripping my length. I gasped loud;y.

"Lily . . no." I said lowyl, her eyes dark with lust. She gigled and began stroking my length. I was hard as a rock. I groaned at the sensation, but i knew this was wrong. "Lily STOP!" I pushed her away, anger filling her eyes.

"Come with me somewhere." I grabbed her hand pulling her out the door.

"Where are we going?" She said, trying to get out of my grasp. I ignored her attempt pushing her in the car.

~ Lily's POV

I walked close by harry looking around, wondering where we were. "Harry, why are we in this neighborhood?" He looked down at me, but ignored my question. As we came to a stop, the place got more and more familiar. "Hey i kinda remember this place.." My voice trailed off.

"This is where we came, the day we ditched school." My memory restored.

"Oh yea, i remember!" We both sat on the crummy bench. "And we had no idea where we were, but we still acted as if we belonged here." We both laughed lowly. "So why are we here harry?" His jaw tensed and i knew it was going to be another lecture.

"Lily, were amazing as friends. See how complicated our life has been, just because we tried to take it a step further." I reminisced on the past few months, since harry and i had become friends with benefits.

"Yea, its been crazy."

"So, lets be how it use to be. Me punching your arm, you pointing out all my lame jokes." I giggled thinking about old times.

"Im just confused harry. Sometimes i just want your body, other times i just want you." I rubbed his knuckles. "I wanted you too," His voice spoke shallowly.

"But were not good as a couple. Best friends, yea . . but you don't know what you want. I do, well at least i did." I layed my head on his shoulder. "Your right, i don't know what i want . . . but i know i don't want to lose you."

His hand placed over my shoulder, squeezing me tight. "You won't lose me." There was an awkward silence for a few minutes.

"So what about Niall?" My heart fluttered at his name.

"Niall . . . i actually really liked Niall harry. But the sex, it's alright. It's just not you." His cheeks turned a rosy red. 

"Niall was falling for you. It's not always about sex you know. Do you have feelings for him?"

Niall always made me smile when we were together. I was just selfish, i wanted Harry and Niall. But there was no way i could have Harry; at least not now.

"Would he take me back." Harry giggled. "Of course, hes been crying about you for a while!" I felt horrible, i must have put him through so much pain.

"Okay, i'll give it a try." Harry smiled.

"But harry, one last time. Can we kiss one last time?" He looked around the empty neighborhood. Not a person in sight. He leaned into my lips, pressing them softly against mine. I pressed back parting my lips so his tongue could enter my mouth. We kissed for almost 10 minutes, coming up for air only once.

I pulled away, pulling his bottom lip in the process. His lips and mine, both swollen now. I looked into his beautiful orbs. "Friends . . " I reached out my hand.

"Friends.." He shook my hand gently.

There's only one more chapter guys, it's an epilogue chapter :) was a short fanfiction but i hoped you all liked it.

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