Distance; j. johnson

Prologue

These past few months; weeks, have been the worst. I have been broken the entire summer. Crying myself to sleep every single night.

Feeling worthless, I've had the urge to cut; but I didn't. All this pain and misery caused by a boy.Jack. Jack Edward Johnson, was his name.

How could he do this to me? Why? Why would he 'forget' about me: about us? I have somehow deleted him from my life. I unfollowed him on every social media.

Sometimes I stay up all night and read our old messages. Salty warm tears slowly, escaping from my tired eyes. I've done this too many times.

I miss him, I really miss him. I wonder where we went wrong, where I went wrong.

To think he actually liked someone like me. I knew deep down inside that it was too good to be true. I guess he saw me the way I see myself.

Maybe he never liked me. Maybe it was all just a game.....

I realized that I...loved him at the time. I've never fallen in love. Infact, I never knew what love was; or felt like. Until Jack came into my life.

Jack was my first love until he decided to ruin it. He ignored me and throw away whatever we had. We weren't together, but I thought we had a connection.

I hate him but I love him at the same time. He left me heartbroken. Remembering him comes in flashbacks. He is all I ever wanted in life.

He ruined that; he ruined me.

I will show him what he missed out on. I gave him many chances and he does this. Let the game begin.

Missed calls and ignored texts was all he left me. He hurt me by keeping his distance from me.

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Hey guys! So I really hope you enjoy this fanfiction about Johnson. This is my first story containing a lot of swearing and maybe smut ;-)

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Warning; explicit content x strong language

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