I arch my head back and swallow yet another shot.I shake my head at the taste,slamming the empty glass down.I was in a bar down the road from my old,broken down hotel i was staying at while I think.Think about my life,think about what she had said.
I ask the bartender for another shot and recount the confession in my head.
~Flashback~
I sit on the couch lazily and text my friends about going clubbing on my birthday.Then i feel the couch shift.I look up and see eomma sitting elegantly.
"Y/n darling,didn't i tell you not to wear things like that"
She was staring at my jean shorts with a 'bitch why' kinda look on her face.I roll my eyes.
"I don't recall,but they make me feel Beautiful"
"They make me feel uncomfortable"
I ignore her comment and continue on my phone.Next minute she slides the phone out of my hand and places it on the glass coffee table.I let out a long groan.
"I have something to tell you"
She says,i put all my attention on chewing my gum.Thinking she'd lecture me about school.
"And i would love for you to listen,cause Its pretty important"
Yep! School.I was about to speak my mind but when I look up at her she looked....anxious.
She was playing with her fingers and breathing unsteadily. Muffling something under her breath.
"Calm down calm down calm down"
She whispers.I start to get curious.
"What is it?"
She looks up at me,like i startled her or something.
"W-well,it's your b-birthday in 2 days.And I promised them i'd tell you someday"
She avoided my eyes,looking to her side.I sit up properly,pulling my crop top down.Feeling cold all of a sudden.
"You can tell me"
She looks at me with scared eyes.
"What i-i want you to understand is..."
She Crocks,coughing harshly.
"No matter what people tell you. You are special"
I nod, almost scared to hear what was coming next.
"Y-you...I....well..."
She open her mouth but nothing comes out.I look at her irritated.
"For god sakes mother just tell me!"
She lets out one last breath before spilling it all out.
"When you were born your mother was a target and i was best friends with your mother so she asked me to protect you and it's not like i could say no right? But then she left and...."
"Wooh wooh wooh wooh WOOH!
Slow your roll"
I hear her puffing at how fast she spoke.I couldn't understand most of it.Her eyes water.
"I'm sorry darling,but I'm not your mother."
With that she walked off.I sat there that was she was yapping about,when it all came down to a simple sentence.
Questions flooded in my head and my curiosity grew.I wanted answers.
I drag my shaking legs up the stairs and knock on her door.When i open it the first thing i saw was her back.She was crying.Scrunched up tissues covered her bed as she sits on one of the corners blowing her nose on another one.
"Eomma..."
I say quietly.My voice light and soft,i walk over to her.
She looks at me and gives me a smile.
"Oh sweetie,can you give me a minute.I just need to...."
"Tell me everything"
She looks into my eyes,i look into her swollen ones.She knew how much questions I had.And let out a calm,soothing breathe before answering.
"You sure you want to hear it all"
"Every.Single.Detail"
~Present time~
My mind replays the whole story.
Over and over,but one part was the only thing that I would function.
She was a gangster.
I scoff.My mother? A gangster?
I shake my head smiling.
"Of course not Y/n.What are you...bonkers?"
I have another shot and shut my eyes.When i open them again i couldn't blink.My eyes were plastered on a man.A handsome man with a sharp tux on.I think to myself.
What's a rich guy doing around here?
I follow his steps with my eyes,he was also looking at me.My natural thought was the look he was giving me was somewhere around a 'bitch got an eye problem?' but it was more of a 'i know I'm beautiful, but come on'
Look.
The bartender sees him coming and immediately grabs something from under the counter.It was a briefcase.They have a 'brief' conversation.
A/n:Haha,see what i did there...
'brief' briefcase.Oh shit I'm funny.
Then the bartender sits the briefcase infront of the gorgeous man and open it.A ton of money was contained inside.I blink afew times to see if the green paper was $.And it was indeed.
The men shake hands,then with one last glance at me.The man walks away.
My God he was hot.The bartender walks to me and smiles.
"Another ma'am"
I nod.
"Yes (hiccup) please"
He nods and prepares another drink. Forgetting I ordered another drink,I get up and stumble around the bar.A group of men were sitting on a table and as i walk past.One of them slapped my ass.The other men start laughing loudly and high five the man.i smile at him,then without warning give him the hardest punch i could.He falls off his stall and falls to the ground.
I walk out without looking back and leave the dodging bar.
I stumble around the footpath,it was cold.I could see my breath.I rub my hands together and blow on them for warmth.
When I reached the corner i started to hear the men's howls.
I quicken my step,which made it extra dangerous for my drunk body to be moving so fast.
I reach a crossing,and quickly stop when a car zooms past. When it was gone,the men were already up to me.Something made me shiver,and it wasent the cold.
A man was sliding his hand down my back.
"Hey baby,whatcha doing around here.All alone"
I look at him in the dim lights.
A/n:Dim the lights,haha😜
And see his disgusting yellow teeth while he laughs.I almost gag.Then one of them push me against the brick wall.I close my eyes,waiting.
"We can keep you company"
I open my eyes and the side of his face was red.He was the man i punched.He leans closer and was about to kiss me but I scratch his face and push him off me.
"Ahh!!"
He hisses in pain.Then they all come charging at me. Immediately trying to rip my clothes of,then one of them whisper in my ear.
"You've got quite Abit of attitude,don't you baby"
I cringe and kick him off me.This was it.i was devoured.The smell of alcohol on them was overbearing and the contact was rotten.Then a car comes zooming back,almost running one over. The man who opens the door makes me frown.
"Him?"
You whisper.He shuts door so sexily of that's even possible. And quickly fixed his collar before dragging one away from you and beating him unconscious.At first the other men didn't notice.But after 2 men where gone,they started realizing.After about 5 minutes,all 6 men where lying on the floor unable to move.
The man fixes his collar for the second time,ignoring the blood on his fist.
He was about to get back in his car but then I yelled.
"Hey! Thanks!"
I shout.He smiles and looks at me.
"Just don't throw a punch that you can't take back"
I look at him,taken aback by his remark.He then winks at me and gets in the car.Before he left,he wound the window down so i took the opportunity to ask.
"What's your name?"
He smirks.
"What's yours?"
"Y/n"
He nods.
"Jungkook,jeon jungkook"
YOU ARE READING
Girl To Gangster
FanfictionYou were a normal girl with a normal life,until your 'mother' shares a secret that will changed the way you look at the world. On the journey you learn about yourself,the past and...how to love.
