SHALLOW KISS TO DEEPEST LOVE

{1} Heart Of My Pain

Feb.8   6:30 p.m.
                 
        “I already warned you Val...Stay away from my daughter...You son of a bi****!! Stop entering to Stella's life you will just bring pain to her."

                As fogs fastly split in Val's face..he slowly found himself a couple of miles away from hospital.

                  His mind is so bothered after what happen an hours ago, and his feet's continue to move away.
                 Until tiny drops of tears start to fall in his sleek cheeks.

          “ Its my fault...Its my fault..your too stupid Val..your to coward..sorry Stella" he said in his almost empty mind.

                It makes his tears to drop heavier...he clenched his fist.
                  He can't feel his feet touching the ground, the way is too silence...he can ever hear his heartbeat.

                 “Maybe Don Lemuel is right..I'm the cause of his daughter suffering...I'm too damn to fit my life to Stella” he thought after repeatedly freshen the statement of Stella's father in his mind.

                  “Hey watch out, you fool”  he heard after somebody hit in his shoulder.

  
              He continue to walk, he don't mind everything around him. Val found himself crossing the road disregarding the vehicles   moving  violently. 

              As what happened an hour ago..he don't care what ever happen to his life.

              Val stop across the road...he turn back  his head and from there he still saw the three story San Isidro Hospital. That makes all his senses uneasiness.
 
              Val's fist is already clench..he feel his emotion bursting inside...that makes him to throw his fist right at the bark of the tree while crying silently.

----------------- Val's P,O,V -------------------

              
                        
                   “ I once lose the one I love..and I won't let it happen again..I don't want to lose you Stella like how I lose my ex fiancee..Jean..I will give up on us for your own sake”        I said to myself after I feel numbness in arms..a fake pain.