So I am making an online diary for my everyday thoughts opinions and what happens to me currently I'm in 8th grade and I have like 1 or 2 friends becuase of trust issues, fun right? Haha so my life can kinda get pretty predictable becuase I go through the same cycle over and over and over for years which is kinda sad since I'll know what is happening next and what to expect. Let's start from the beginning, growing up I was always grumpy intell one day in first or second grade I met this girl let's call her mack, so mack and I hit it off so quickly and I was so glad to have another friend like any little kid would. So everything's going great right and you would think, oh first grade easy to make friends and you dont have to stress about friendship anxiety and worry about anything you get to be care free and just have fun, welp with this girl it was diffrent it was strange since I was what 7? and I would have fun with her at the time but every single time right when we left her block I was in tears, just bawling my eyes out becuase she was an absolute bitch to me. And little kids are always hopeful so being the little kid I was back then I was hoping everything would get better and you would think it would but that's were I was wrong. Instead of getting better they got worse and worse, it was abusive and I didnt know anything about that since I'm 7-10 years old! You know why I put 7-10? Guess...if you guessed becuase I dealt with it for 3 years you got it! I really wished I would have listened to my parents about leaving her and not ever going to her house again but I ignored them and still did becuase I thought "well I still have fun with her so it's fine" but ohhh was I wrong. For 3 years me and multiple other girls were bullied and abused by this girl and her family, sometimes when I wanted to leave all I had was a flip phone so if I tried to call my mom, the girls mom took my phone and said "nope your staying here and fixing your problems out!" It scared me shitless I thought oh my god I'm getting kidnapped and it was so not okay. But one day enough was enough and I just got up and yelled so loud telling this girl how much she hurt me and others and how I wasn't going to take her bull shit, she was scared, shaking on the ground trying to run from the truth saying "your scarying me karlie!" And I was like "oh your scared? Well now you know how I feel ever time I see you!" Right after that I called my mom and told her to come pick me up, it was an akward wait but oh boy was I so free once I saw that house disappear behind me knowing I would never go back to it ever again. I was so proud of myself and I'm sure my parents were proud of me too. I can go on and on about how terrible she was to me and those other girls in our grade, I would say 10 were probably traumatized and i was one of them, that whole family was scary and it gave so much anxiety to someone for just spending an hour with them. The family is crazy and I dont know what they have become now but I sure hope they have learned their ways back to sanity. That's it for now see ya guys later hope you enjoy reading all these sad stories about me 😂 alright now I'm going byeeee
