true love never dies

Chapter 1

It was a large dark room, it was quite and there was barely light. Although it was still the morning but he never opened the curtains, he says dark helps him focus.

It was his office. He took the fairest room in the house and he converted it to his office where he used to spend days and night there alone with his papers reading them over and over again afraid that he might missed something.

Harry always told him that he spent moat of his time in this room, he always told him it wasn’t healthy room and he refused to spent more than ten minutes maximum in it with him they he says he can’t breath and leave him alone.

Louis was sitting on his desk, and papers were everywhere, literally everywhere. On the desk, on the floor, on the wall. He was drawn in papers and he was trying his best to keep his eyes opened. He cannot sleep, he shouldn’t sleep, he doesn’t trust what might happen if he slept.

He was looking at the file in front of him and he was watching the photographs again, maybe it was his hundreds time that he was doing it but he must do it, he must find out how he kissed it, he must know what went wrong.

The door was opened and harry entered, calmer than usual, wearing his long black coat, letting his curls to fall all over his face. He just walked in and sat right in front of Louis watching him.

Louis didn’t move, didn’t even look up, instead he kept his eyes examining and scanning the papers in front of him

“ you should stop” Harry finally said

Louis closed his eyes, he knew that was coming but he ignored harry

“ it’s not going to change anything”

“please, shut up” Louis whispered

Harry was still looking at him “ you are killing yourself here, please “

Then Louis snapped looking finally at him “ I said shut up”

Then harry didn’t talk again, Louis looked at him and then his eyes filled with tears

“ it’s not your fault” Harry said softly, he was looking at him with sympathy.

Louis fixed his gaze at him for a few seconds then he looked down again at his papers and when he lift his head few minutes later Harry was gone leaving him to himself again.

*****
Louis parked his car in front of his house, he checked his watch again and he knew he was late, as usual. But he knew this time Harry is going to be sad and maybe angry. He promised him he will be there, he promised him this time will be different and he won’t miss it too.
But again Louis never kept his promise, he was always away busy with his work, but harry was always understanding but maybe not this time.

Louis opened the door and everything was silent from inside, so harry was asleep, maybe that as better. He put the keys at the table beside the door and he took off his coat and put it in its place.
Then he walked to the kitchen eat anything, he was famished.

But once he entered he saw him, Harry was there on his laptop wearing his reading glasses and he was ignoring Louis.

Louis sighed before walking to the fridge saying “ hello Harry”

Harry didn’t answer, didn’t even look at him.
Louis opened the fridge and he saw a small packet inside, he knew Anne must prepared it for him, so he shyly took it and opened it, the food looked delicious and he knew it was a good birthday party.

He sat in front of Harry and he looked at him “ I am so sorry Harry, I know you are upset”

Again harry ignored
“ I was coming I swear, but I got stuck. You know how my work is. It’s very demanding”

Nothing, not even a blink

Louis sighed and he left his seat and stood beside him “ i am really sorry, please.. Say something “

Harry finally looked down and said “ I don’t care”

Louis sat on his knee and he took Harry’s hand in his, but he felt it was shaking and the he looked at Harry’s face and he looked very exhausted and pale, and he now he can see the big bruise on his right temple. Louis lifted Harry’s chin by his fingers and he could have a better look “ what happened? “

Harry didn’t answer

Louis said again nervously this time “ Harry, what is this? “
Harry pulled his hand away and he left his seat heading out of the kitchen to his bed room, Louis followed running behind him “ Harry.. Answer me. What happened? Who hurt you? “

Harry was in his bedroom now, he stopped walking and looked at Louis “ no one hurt me”
It was when Louis guessed what really happened, he took a deep breath and said “ when? “
Harry didn’t answer, Louis walked closer looking again at his blue bruise while Harry was looking down“ did it happen there? Cause no one called me”
Harry finally shook his head “ no, it happened here”
And Louis cursed under his breath, he hated when his fits happen when he is alone
Louis looked at Harry’s eyes “ was it bad? “
Harry chuckled “ do you even care? “
Louis “ Harry.. “
But Harry gave him his back and entered the bathroom and he opened the faucet. Louis saw him washing his teeth and then he headed to his bed.
But Louis didn’t leave he was still watching him
When Harry was on his bed he said “ you owe Gemma an apology. And all your sisters too”

Louis was still looking at him crossing his arms, he then sighed “ have you taken your medicines?
“he asked ignoring what harry just said
Harry didn’t answer, he just lied down and covered himself
Louis walked closer “Harry..it happened last week twice. And even the week before. And now this week too. Wait a minute, did it happen before this week? “

Harry again ignored and that was making Louis more angry
He huffed “ would you put your childish attitude aside for a few second and be an adult”

It was when Harry jumped up from his bed “ are you fucking being serious? “ he yelled

“ I know you are mad at me but this-“ Louis yelled back but Harry interrupted “ mad? Hell no.. I am angry Louis. I am very angry. You promised. I called you this morning and you said.. You promised you will be there”
“I got stuck at work” Louis yelled

“I needed you” Harry yelled back “ I needed you to be there. I needed to feel that I am important too. That you still care”

Louis frowned “ of course I care Harry, you are making it a big deal”

Harry stopped talking looked down then he took a deep breath “ I had enough”

“what? “

“I had enough “ he said again “ I am alone. I am always alone. And you know I can’t be alone”

“I am here. You are not alone”
Harry looked at him “ you are barely here Louis. I can barely see you, you are married to your work not to me. Fuck I can’t do this anymore “

Louis’s heartbeats were accelerating, they fight, they fight a lot but he never heard harry spelling these words, he never seen Harry’s face that way before

“ do what? “

Harry “I am done pretending Louis. I don’t want to pretend that everything is alright while it’s really not”

Louis sighed “it’s just a birthday “

Harry shook his head in disbelief “it’s not about the birthday louis”

And Louis knew. If course it was nit about the birthday, but Harry was really in a bad place. Louis was always not there and he was always busy. He knew one day Harry will lose it.

“ they called you this week twice from my school Louis. You never picked up”

Louis remembered, but he was very busy running in the streets trying to catch some criminals with Zayn.
“ I was.. “
“busy? Yeah I know. But I needed you. I had two fits this week, adding this one then they would be three. I even went to hospital. I tried to call you six times Louis but you never picked up”
Louis was still looking at him shockingly, he remembered those six missed calls but he forgot his phone in the office that day.

Harry looked down “ I have to do a surgery”

Louis gasped, Harry shrugged “ there is something wrong and they don’t know why”

“Harry? “ he whispered

“ I wanted you to come with me after the birthday.. I had to talk to my doctor to choose the day”

“you are not having a surgery “ Louis said trying to breath

But harry ignored “ it will be next Thursday. I am going to mom at this weekend and I will stay with her till the surgery. It’s not like you are having some time for me” Next Thursday that means seven days from now.

Louis looked down unable to speak or even to breath

Harry took a deep breath and then he looked at Louis “ it’s not fair”

Louis looked at him and Harry was crying, Harry said “ I deserve better Louis. I need better than this. I need you” then he wiped his tears “ I am freaking out by myself and I can’t stop thinking of you”

Louis was going to walk to him but Harry stepped back and then he said “ I think you should sleep at the couch this night”

And he walked to his bed again, and he lied there covering himself but Louis didn’t miss how his body was shaking and he knew Harry was crying.

Louis left the room and closed the light and the door behind him. He rested his head in the closed door and he also cried. He cried harder not because of what happened this morning, but because he was scared, he was scared of this day and he never expected it to be that soon.
When he first k ow about Harry’s epilepsy six years ago, Harry told him when things get worse he will do a surgery, so this means that things are worse now and he had no idea. He hated himself for this, he remembered promising Harry that night that he will be there, no matter what. But it was another promise to not keep.

Louis was in his office in the station, papers were folded in front of him on his desk, Zayn was talking to him, Liam was talking to him,but he wasn’t listening.

“ come on, Louis, support me on this” Liam said

Then both Zayn and Liam looked at him waiting, his eyes were fixed on the papers but his mind was fixed in some different place

“ Louis... Tommo are you okay? “ Zayn asked

Louis snapped his head at him “ what? “
Liam and Zayn shared a silent conversation with their eyes before Liam asking “ are you alright? “

Louis looked at the papers again and he simply nodded

Zayn “ you don’t look alright mate, what is going on? Is harry okay? “
Louis shook his head not meeting their eyes

“ what’s the problem? “ Liam asked with concerns

Louis looked at his friends and he saw all the worries filling their eyes “ he must have a surgery”

“what? “ they both asked in union
Louis sighed and explained “ his medicines obviously making things worse or something.. His fits are more violent and more frequent.. “ then he looked between them “ it’s a brain surgery and it’s very critical and I can’t even be with him now because I am stuck finding that fucking idiot” Louis huffed while saying the last words

Liam said softly “ I am so sorry man. How is he doing? “

Louis shrugged “he hates me” Liam frowned, Louis “ I am not always there... I am not there at all. Two days ago he had a fit and he fell from the stairs at home. He has a large bruise on his face, He was alone and he was panicking.. And I wasn’t there. Damn it I hate it when it comes to this"

Zayn “ you can have a break Louis. You know.. some days off. When is the surgery? “

“next week”

“good, you can take some break you need it, until he is at least out of danger”

Louis shook his head and rubbed his eyes with fingers and huffed “ I can’t. I can’t just sleep and knowing that that bastard is free and still killing innocent people. I just can’t “
“and you can’t leave him alone too” Liam said

Louis shrugged “ he is not alone. He is going to his mom”

Zayn shook his head in disbelief “ God Louis, and you are letting him do this”

Louis snapped his head to Louis, obviously he didn’t like what he herd. He knew how close Zayn and Harry were and he knew how protective Zayn likes to be which bothers Louis all the time

“ do I have any other options? “

Zayn also was getting annoyed “ actually you do. Take some days off, watch your husband, stay with him. He is a having a major surgery Louis. Do you know how much scared he is right now”

Louis snapped “oh and you are the expert”

Zayn groaned “ god Louis.. This is not about me. It is me telling you not to waste what you still have”

“ oh fuck off” Louis said standing up
“ enough” Liam said louder and they both stop talking.

Liam looked between them “ it happens every time.. Every time. And every time I tell myself one day they will grow up and stop these stupid fights”

Zayn said “ it’s not a fight. I am trying to put some sanity in his mind. It is his husband for God sake”

Again Louis was fuming “ oh is he? I didn’t know that”

“ oh so you know? Then maybe you should start acting like that” Zayn said
“ how dare you? “ Louis yelled
But Liam yelled back “ shut up. Both of you. We are here for work. Other than that I think everyone should keep his mouth shut and mind his own business “

Louis yelled at Liam “ well, tell him that”
The he stormed outside the office
****

Louis parked his car in front of his house. He was supposed to take Harry to his mom two hours ago. Harry didn’t call him and Louis figured he was still upset, they hadn’t talked ever since the last fight but this morning Louis begged him not to drive and told him he will be here at the time to take him.

Louis wanted to be here at time. But at the last minute they had a false information at the station about the serial killer position, and they had to rush to the scene bug there was no one and Louis was furious as usual and he threw a fit.

When Louis saw Harry’s car he was thankful, at least harry was still here and not driving. But that only mean one thing, another fight with him.
Once Louis opened the door he didn’t her anything, he called Harry’s name, but Harry didn’t answer. Louis sighed and he put the key on the table and moved inside. But once he walked inside the house he heard thrashing sounds and he knew what was going on, he called Harry again but more louder and more alert and he ran inside

On the floor in front of the kitchen Harry was thrashing violently, Louis ran to his side immediately while taking off his jacket, he looked at Harry’s face and he saw his eyes were opened but dead and it hurt, but Louis had to act fast, he put his jacket under Harry’s head to protect him. And he put his hand softly on Harry’s chest, he knew it was wrong to touch or restrain harry during his seizure but it’s something he can’t really stop himself, every time Harry has his seizure while Louis is around Louis put his hand on Harry’s chest right on his heart so he know it’s still beating.

Louis looked it his watch, it’s digital one. he remembered when he bought it he insisted it should be digital so he can’t lost count the length of the seizure.

Although Louis wasn’t here when it started but he hoped that it just started. And he hoped for the best.
It always hurt, no matter how many times he saw Harry shaking this way, it always hurt and it always makes him feel weak and useless.
Louis was looking between harry and his watch and right now he realised he hasn’t seen Harry having one since long time ago, three months to be specific and it really angered him. He was crying and he didn’t notice that until his vision got blurred so he wiped his eyes in his shoulder and again he looked at harry and at the watch, Louis smelled the urine odour and he knew what just happened, it always happens when Harry have his Tonic-clonic seizures. It’s one type of seizures Harry has. This type is the worst it started with his stiffness of his body that he might fall down like an ice block, then few seconds later all his body started to shake violently, it always started with a twitch in his hands followed by a suffocated scream then all his body shakes, then he lose control of his bladder like now and some times if he isn’t lucky he bite his tongue that it bleeds and finally he loses his consciousness.
Three minutes and it was on its way to the fourth minute, okay he started to panic now he didn’t know when did it started and if it lasted longer than five minutes then mean something bad. Harry started to drool and Louis focused on Harry’s chest to check his breathing, it was laboured but he was still breathing.

Harry’s body started to calm a little and harry finally closed his eyes. He fainted.

Louis wiated till all the twitches are over and he slowly lifted Harry’s head and he opened his mouth. He hated this part very much where harry is out like dead. Louis slowly raised his left hand and put it on his right shoulder. And then he raised his left leg and put it beside his right leg and flipped Harry’s body to his right. Drools started to fall rapidly from Harry’s mouth and Louis hastily wiped it away by his shirt. He then started to rub Harry’s back soflty
“ come on baby, come back.. “ he started

Harry didn’t move or opened his eyes, Louis rubbed Harry’s cheek and he said whispering in his ear

“ come on love, you can do it. You are okay.. I am here okay. You will be fine”

Harry didn’t open his eyes but Louis noticed his hand started to twitch again he startled and raised his body and looked again at Harry’s body and it happened again. His hand twitched till the elbow and what was going on?

He knew what was going on, he was having another seizure. It didn’t take long and harry started to convulse again, Louis panicked he knew it was bad, it was the worst. He stayed looking at Harry helplessly. He had seen this before it was five years ago and Harry had to spent two days at the hospital after those seizures.

Louis lost track of time, he was lost in his thoughts and he was panicking beside Harry. That was wrong, he should keep calm so he can help harry. Then he noticed that Harry’s chest wasn’t moving, he wasn’t breathing. It was when Louis picked his mobile from his pocket and dialled 999

He told them the emergency and he told them his husband can’t stop seizing and he was unconscious, he told them he wasn’t breathing.

Harry stopped shaking and he was still unconscious, but he was breathing now, Louis stayed by him encouraging him to wake up batting his back over and over again. Then he felt some movements happening at his door, so he left harry to open the door.

Louis showed them the way, and he watched while they were helping harry and he answered the questions he was asked. He could barely know the answers anyway.

The trip to the hospital was hard, he knew Harry hated hospital and he knew he hated all about his disease.
He was with him in the ambulance when Harry started to regain his awareness

“ lou? “ it was the first word he said.
Louis looked at him softly and he exchanged the place with the medic so he can face harry directly, they were supporting his neck so harry could barely see Louis. Louis held Harry’s hand

“ I am here baby, you are okay”

Harry rolled his eyes to see Louis “ what happened? “ he was panicking
Louis patted his shoulder “ it’s okay baby, you had a bad seizure and then you had another one, you weren’t waking up so I called an ambulance “

Louis saw tears falling down Harry’s face “where am I? “ he said weakly and he was confused Louis looked at the medic beside him who smiled sadly at him while still measuring Harry’s vitals.

Louis looked back at harry “ you are safe baby.. I am here”

“sleepy” Harry said while closing his eyes

“it’s okay, love sleep” Louis said trying to sound strong

“ stay” harry asked but Louis could not answer that, his voice would betray him, he knew that
“lou? “ Harry asked again
“ I am here, baby” he said with a shaky voice “I am not leaving”
******
Louis was waiting in front of Harry’s room, doctors told him he was okay, out of danger and gained his full awareness now. They told him he took a big hit on his head that’s why he didn’t gain his conscious easily, they told him it wasn’t also a serious situation to have two seizures at one time but they said he was okay now and his doctor was coming to discuss the surgery with them again.

Louis called Anne and told her what happened, he called Liam too and told him he would be late he didn’t tell him what happened, he just told him he was going to be late. He didn’t want to leave harry at the hospital, but he had too. He felt they were too close from catching the serial killer and he couldn’t stop now.

Louis finally took a deep breath and opened the door. Harry was lying on the big hospital bed, closing his eyes and he looked more relaxed than before. Louis took a few steps inside and it was when Harry opened his eyes and looked towards him.

Louis smiled while Harry tried to, Louis walked and sat beside him on bed

“ how do you feel darling, the doctors say you are better”

Harry nodded with his pale face “ I feel better”
Louis smiled and with his thump he moved Harry’s curl from his face and tucked it behind his ear “ you look better”

Harry just nodded and didn’t comment, he lowered his face and he looked at his lap
“ why are you sad? “ Harry is always sad after his seizures
He shrugged “ I feel stupid”

Louis frowned, he didn’t like to see Harry this way this vulnerable and weak.
Louis held Harry’s hand and he printed a soft kiss on his hand “ don’t ever say this, Harry you are the most strongest person I have ever seen I hope you know that”

Harry just shook his head and wiped his tears with his other hand “ I am sick of this”

Louis nodded “ I know, but this surgery is.. We hope it fixes this” he doesn't know what the surgery will do exactly, he hasn't talked to Harry about it yet.

Harry took a deep breath and didn’t talk

“ I called your mom” Louis said
Harry nodded, then he looked at him “ for how long I will stay here? “

Louis smiled “ you can leave tomorrow morning.. Your doctor is coming to discuss with us the surgery “

“again? “ Harry frowned

Louis didn’t understand what did he mean he just nodded and stayed silent. Then the door was knocked and opened and Anne was here.
She looked at them and then she walked to her son and hugged him tightly then she hugged Louis.

“how are you feeling? “ she asked
“I am better, can’t remember what happened of course but I feel okay”
She smiled and sat at the chair beside him

Harry looked at Louis “ were you there this time? “

Louis was shocked, Harry didn’t mean it this way, he asked casually but it hurt, this time?

Louis looked at Anne by the corner of his eyes, she was looking at him expecting an answer she really wanted

“ not at the start. I came when you were in the middle of it”

Harry nodded and looked down again, he was disappointed and his face couldn’t hide it.

Anne cleared her voice and said “ the doctors say you will leave tomorrow, I arranged the room for you, and I have cooked every delicious thing you like”

He looked at her and smiled “ thanks mom”

Louis’s phone went off and it was Liam, he looked at Harry and smiled “I gotta take this”

Harry nodded without looking and Louis sighed leaving the room

“ yes Liam” he answered once he closed the door behind him

“ where are you? “

“ what happened? “ Louis asked

Liam “ he did it again.. This time it’s a kid, barely fourteen"

Louis wanted to scream, he groaned loudly that few people looked at him wondering, but he ignored

“ I am coming, send me the location “

Liam sighed “ okay, don’t be late”

When Louis put the phone down he saw a doctor was walking towards Harry’s room

“ excuse me” Louis said and then he approached the doctor and extended his hand
“ Louis
Tomlinson, Harry’s husband “

The door extended his hand 5o for the handshake “ Dr Aiden Grimshaw, I will be Harry’s doctor”

Louis nodded “ is everything alright? “
The doctor tried to smile “ not exactly , something changed form the last time”

“ what? “ Louis asked worriedly

The doctor “ I would like to discuss it with Harry, he told me it’s his decision"

Louis frowned “ I am his husband “

The doctor nodded understanding again “ I understand that sir, but it’s Harry’s words” Louis nodded, he hated that doctor already, the doctor knocked and opened the door.

He walked inside smiling widely at Harry, while Harry who was talking to Anne also adjusted his body and leaned his back on the pillow smiling at the doctor

“ how are you now? “ the doctor asked while taking his chart and reading it

“ I feel okay. What happened? “ Harry asked with concerns

The doctor looked again at him still smiling “ oh don’t worry love, everything will be okay” he said patting his thigh in a weird friendly way.

Louis was watching the doctor and he was feeling annoyed, jealous and also angry.

He walked and stand by Harry on the other side and glared at the doctor “ so what changed? “ Louis asked, and Harry snapped his head to him “ what? “

Then he looked at the doctor with eyes full of dread “ something has changed? “

The doctor tried to keep his smile and then he looked at Louis “ I was just telling your husband here that.. But it is not something to worry about”

Anne finally talked can barley hide her worried too“ we made all the tests and it all came clear “

The doctor looked at her “that was before today”

Louis felt harry tensed beside him and he put his hand on his shoulder to calm him down

The doctor looked at Louis’s hand and then he continued “ we have discussed the risk of the surgery before.. And right now the risk has elevated”

What are the risks, and why he didn't know anything about it.

Anne “ how? “

Harry was looking down refusing to look at anyone.

The doctor said softly “ we are scared that we might affect his sight”

Anne whispered hiding her mouth with her hand “ oh God”

The doctor sighed “ the good news is. I am great and expert doctor, so there is no need to worry. But it’s my job to tell you about all the risks”

He looked at harry waiting for any answer so again he put his hand on Harry’s thigh “ you are safe with me Harry, I promise you”

Again Louis glared at the hand and he hated the touch

“ but if you don’t want to do it , it’s okay. We can try the new line of medications we talked about”

Harry finally shook his head “ no, I want you to do it”

Louis said “ Harry.. “

Harry looked up at the doctor “ you have to do it. I want this to over”

The doctor looked between the two of them, Louis said still looking at Harry unbelieving “ Harry, we must think about it baby”

Harry said without looking at Louis “ I thought about it. I want to do it”

Dr Grimshaw said assuring “ I can do it, I promise you, you will be okay”

Louis looked at the doctor “ you just said he might lose his sight”

The doctor shook his head “but he won’t “

Louis ignored him and looked at Harry again “ Harry please, think about it”

Harry looked down at his lap again “ I want to do it”

Louis sighed and looked at Anne “ say something “

Anne sighed and looked at Louis “ we have talked about it Lou, it’s Harry’s decision “ Fuck Harry’s decisions, it is his sight they were talking about.
Louis stopped talking, they talked about it? When?

Then the doctor said “ I will see you next Wednesday then”

Harry nodded still looking down, the doctor stood up “ you will be okay”
And he left the room.

They stayed in silence for a couple of minutes before Anne stood up and excused for a phone call leaving the couple alone.

Louis’s phone went off but this time he didn’t look at it he just cancelled the call.

He looked at Harry “ are you sure this is what you want? “

Harry looked at him “ if you are asking me if I don't want to lose my balance and shake at the middle of the day and sacre the people around me and wet my self then I guess you know my answer Louis”

Louis sighed, Harry was angry and he was scared “ baby, you have to think about it”

Harry closed his eyes repeating himself “ I ‘ve already done that”
“you could lose your sight” Louis tried again

Harry shook his head “ I could not. You heard him he is a good doctor, he will take care of me” Louis snorted
“yeah right”

Harry opened his eyes and looked at Louis “ what does this mean? “

Louis “ you know what it means. I have seen him touching you”

“what the fuck Lou? He is my doctor for God sake” harry snapped

Louis snapped back “and that’s why he should keep his hand to himself”

Harry shook his head in frustration and he looked struggling to keep his mouth shut, finally he looked at his lap and folded his hand against his chest

Louis couldn’t stop himself at this point “ aren’t you saying anything? “
Harry didn’t talk

Louis chuckled sarcastically “ what, do you like it? Do you like him touching you? “

Harry yelled “ my God lou, just shut up”

Louis stopped talking, it wasn’t the right place or the right time to be jealous anyway.

His phone went off again and this time it was harry who snorted “ you better answer this, it hurts my head "
Louis looked at his phone, again it was Liam

“I will do the surgery Louis. This is my final word"

Louis looked at him angry “ why you have to be stubborn? Let’s talk about it? “

Harry didn’t talk, he was just staring at him

Louis sighed “ listen, I will go and I will be back in two or three hours maximum.. We will talk about it, okay? “

Harry finally said “ yeah, sure”

Louis didn’t expect that but he took it as an answer, he walked closer and he kissed his forehead and then he walked out the room trying to hide his feeling, he was ashamed of himself but again, he had to go.

He was running down the corridor when he heard his name. Anne called him
He turned his back and she was looking at him shocked “ are you leaving? “

Louis sighed “ I have to go”

Anne shook her head “ please don’t, please don’t do this to him”

Louis sighed “ I will be back, I promise “

“ he needs you, do you know how scared he is right now”

“I will be back” he said again

Anne took a deep breath “ listen Louis. I love you like I love him. You are like my son and I always have supported you. But I keep seeing my sons heart gets broken time day after day because of you” then she wiped her tears away “ I can’t keep doing this. I can’t keep seeing him this way”

Louis looked at her softly, he never had seen her begging this way. He walked closer to her “ I will be back”
Anne shook her head in defeat and she looked down “ I can’t say anything to convince you can I? “