I've play with blades before
Watch them touch my skin
i've tied sheets before
But could not find a place to hang them
Ive pop pills before but my high tolerance for them never let me sleep
I've dreamed of suicide is a life without me
Carried burdens from heartbreak ,failed friendships.
I've been lonely in full rooms
drank the devils poison
danced and laughed and sang danced again
I want to sleep But I'm woke
sad and mad and angry at myself than I have ever been
I am holding on for dear life
holding on for dear life
please help me anybody
Ive played with blaze before
I've hung onto my door wanting to run away
put on fake smiles
clean my house
let them in but I don't let them in
laughed
sing
I dance unsober.
I've play with blades before play with sheets
pills
drown myself in the devils poison
somehow i'm still here
somehow I'm still here.
why am I still here?
