Rants that I would never Post

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Varya..

I'm so sorry I cant be there for you or be good enough

I'm such a f-fuck up

Why cant I ever make you happy anymore, your always so sad now, what happened to the happy always smiling Varya that I used to know the one I feel in love with, it's all my fault your not happy anymore I keep trying and trying but I can't do it

I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO SAY IT TO GET IT IN YOUR MIND!!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!!!

It's hurting killing me not seeing you happy

What did i do wrong? Ever since I asked to be poly everything went down hill for us you stopped being happy we started arguing more

And it's all my fault...

dumbass_motherfucker