(𝐆𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑) 𝙴𝚄𝙿𝙷𝙾𝚁𝙸𝙰 𝚂𝙴𝙰𝚂𝙾𝙽 𝙾𝙽𝙴
In which a girl can't seem to get one special girl out of her head.
fem oc x rue bennett.
(𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐒 𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐎𝐃) 𝙴𝚄𝙿𝙷𝙾𝚁𝙸𝙰 𝚂𝙴𝙰𝚂𝙾𝙽 𝚃𝚆𝙾
fem oc x rue bennett. fem oc x fezc...
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italic: rue talking
(WARNING!) vulgar language, drug abuse, alcohol, sex scenes +
Ruelays in down in her bed, watching British Reality Show Love Island
People are always telling me about great TV Shows
How I just have to watch this show
But the truth is, I don't want good TV
I don't want a novel, or some slow burn, or anything that feels like work
That's why I love reality Tv
It's funny, it's dramatic, and I can focus on it
It's pure, effortless entertainment
I want to lay down one moment and then look around the next and realize I have watched 22 straight hours of Love Island over a two-day period and yearn for more
Some people may find that depressing
I don't
It is, however, a good way to measure depression
Because when reality TV begins to feel like work, like final season of Mad Men work, you know you're depressed
Like, haven't got out of bed to pee in 24 hours depressed
Rue begins to touch her stomach, having a weird feeling inside
The thought of having to stand up, excerpt 173 muscles each step for 35 feet, just so I can sit on cold porcelain and piss out toxins over and over again for the rest of my life makes the whole concept of living feel like one long sadistic joke
But the absolute worst part of depression
Is that even though you know you're depressed, you're unable to stop yourself from getting worse
But I wasn't the only one feeling down
"Quinny, are you okay?" Mia asks her sister while opening the door
"I'm sick" Quintessa lies to her while a tear slides down her cheek
"Okay, just let me know if you need anything?" Mia nervously says before slowly closing the door
