It started with a look

Here we go

(Rose White POV)

"I don't want to go" I pout while sitting on my bestfriend Tanias bed "It'll be nothing but booze, drugs and sex" Tania examines herself in yet another outfit in front of the mirror. Her and I have been friends since we could walk. She's the polar opposite of me. Feminine, beautiful, extrovert, feminine, you know, everything I should be but never will be. She's always down for a good time no matter who it's with. When she came out as lesbian, it was like releasing the flood gates of debauchery. Almost every morning I'd get a phone call to pick her up from a strangers place or hotel

Although she liked to party, she is the most loyal friend you'd ever have. Many times I'd see her in a fight because someone said the wrong thing about me. She didn't care if it was a man, woman or even a teacher, when it came to me, they were all fair game

When she's not defending my honor, she's my shoulder to cry on, hand to hold and someone to tell my secrets to

She knows everything about me and I know everything about her

She was my first everything. My first kiss, my first boob touch, my first sexual partner. Although it was just the one time, it was still special. I had a crush on a senior when I was a junior and asked Tania to teach me things so if the time came, I wouldn't screw it up. She happily obliged and that night was incredible. I never knew my body could feel like that. She taught me many things that night

"Stop being a cry baby. This is our end of year party and your going" She shouts as she rummages through her closet again

I hate parties....I hate anything that gets me attention. I'd rather sit in a corner and be invisible. Don't get me wrong, I'm not unattractive....I don't think. I have raven black hair that's shaved into a faux mohawk with piercing green eyes. My skin has a permanent tan and I take very good care of my body, that has gotten the attention of many but I just don't like people. They are manipulating, calculating and selfish. At least, that's what I think

Tania and I live in an apartment Mum brought me. She got a job in another country but I didn't want to leave my school so I stayed. She sends me money every week and we talk on the phone every weekend. I had a Dad but he thought it was a better idea to fuck his 20 year old secretary on his desk, as Mum walked in with a homemade lunch. He ended up marrying her which pissed me off even more. He calls every day to talk to me but I just don't answer. He didn't see how broken Mum was from his betrayal, he is nothing to me and will always be. I know I sound bitter but I was 8 when it happened, later I found out the affair had been going on for 2 years, his slut was 18 when they started, my Dad was 31....gross

"You're daydreaming again" I refocus my eyes and see Tania leaning towards me completely naked snapping her fingers in front of my face. My eyes travel down her body and she stands back up with her hand on her hip "There you are" She smirks "What are you wearing tonight?"

I shrug and give my usual answer whenever we went somewhere "Jeans and a hoodie"

She sighs and shakes her head "Over my dead body"

"What's wrong with it. It's comfy"

"You have this freaking body of a Greek God babe" She says in frustration "Muscles that'll make anyone jealous. Boys want to be you and girls want to have you. You are going to show it off"

"I am not" I pout

"Yes you are because I brought you the perfect outfit" She goes to her closet again, pulling out a white, short sleeved, button up shirt and a pair of denim black shorts

"They both look 2 sizes to small" I groan

"The shirt will be tight but the shorts should be nice and snug"