I still couldn't believe she said yes.
I walked into my walk in closet trying to pick out the outfit that wanted attention yet be innocent.
My Mom was a hard working woman , she was a Lesbian so I grew up with two Moms . She married Faithe when I was seven , Faithe was a bad ass Puerto Rican. She was 23 ,my Mom was 26. Nine years later they still strong .
I checked my phone, and saw I had a Kik Message from Renn.
I cheesed like a idiot, the fuck was wrong with me I've never been so… whats the word .Liking someone ,thats it . You probably be like is this nigga feminine, or gay .Well, I'm not even though I'm smart I have had plenty stupid moments when I tried to be superior and cool around Trey and his boys.
I once downed a shot at one of Trey's parties , that burned the hell out my throat.
That night I lost my virginity, to this random ass girl named Nicki. She was sexy as hell , a couple days ago I found out she goes to my school.
I always dodge her.
I heard she been fucking August, and one of his boys .
But rumors always be kept up .Some true, some not.
I shook my head ,and saw I never replied to Renn message. She was bitchin about not replying and ignoring her.
I texted her back , telling her I was helping my mom.
My Mom and Faithe have been talking about adopting a baby , I sucked my teeth as I argued with them.
Yall don't love me or some .
We do ,my Mom said.
Whatever you lying like hell, I said.
Don't talk to your fucking Mother like that, better get your ass back up them steps, Faithe snapped.
I hated how Puerto Ricans get upset and emotional at almost everything .
One time I fixed Faithe food ,and put salt on it. And she went crazy, telling my mom I wanna kill her and shit.
I got grounded for a week and couldn't go out, had to be in bed by 8:30 p.m. ,and couldn't get on Social Media.
I hated it.
