My suicidal tendencies

Ch 1

Blood...
That's all I could think about. The wounds I had just inflicted on myself were deep... and bleeding a lot, the crimson liquid contrasted with the painful white of the anti-void. No sound besides the trickling of my blood falling down beside me. Looking down at my wrists I slowly stood up stumbling slightly using my hands to balance myself. I walked for a while attempting not to loose my balance but failing a couple of times. I walked to the spot I had all of my bandages at and sat down. Grabbing my bandages wiping a bit of dried blood off of my arms as I wrapped the cream colored bandages around my arms hissing slightly at the pain.

I teleported to one of the older aus and erased it. Ink and I had already Agreed that we needed to take care of the balance and stopped fighting. I know that ink just wants me to stop destroying his precious aus and doesn't actually want to be my f.... friend. Maybe if i wasn't here anymore... he would be happy. But
... I can't kill by myself...

At least ...
Not ...
Yet...

I opened my eyes to blue screaming in my face about how he had just made the best food ever and how I "had to try it!!!" I closed my eyes again and rolled over
"Blueeeeeee I wanna sleep innnnn gooo awwwayyyyy" I said whining even though i knew that I would have to get up anyway.
" AWWWW come on Ink, get! up! or I'll pull you out of bed!!!" Blue said laughing a bit at the end of his sentence.
" Fine but get out so I can... um get... dressed yeah." I said just trying to get him out
"Mwehehe the amazing blueberry has won once again!!!" He said loud enough for dream to hear from down stairs and left, Slamming the door a bit on the way out.

I got out of my light blue fluffy blanket I was wrapped in and stood up stretching before opening the door and walking down the softly carpeted stairs.
"Hey dream" I said in a cheerful voice.
"Hey ink! I was about to think you were going to sleep all day!"he said taking a bite of the waffles on his plate.

We ate our food talking about whatever we could think of. After I finished I walked over to the sink and washed my plate and fork and walked over to the door and yells that I would be going to work on stuff and left.

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Hi thanks for reading this
Sorry it's so short
You can go to the next chapter now
Byeeee

~Luna-Chan