I Miss You

Chapter 39

February 12, 1995

I can't even think right now it's been a hard month I'm still trying to process this. What am I going to do, and what about Elena she can't loose her father. I try to say to myself that this isn't real me and Eric have been through so much for the past 8 years, and I can't loose him I can't

Beauty can you pass me the remote. Eric said with a very raspy voice sitting up

Yeah here babe do you want some food from the cafeteria?. I asked grabbing my purse

No I want MCDONALD'S. He said with a straight face

I don't think you can eat that kind of food. I said

Beauty please the food at the cafeteria is nasty as hell. He said

Ok I'll ask Yella to bring it. I said leaving

When I got to the cafeteria I saw Suge and his crew

Hey Sasha I want to send my condolences I'm so sorry. He said

MY HUSBAND IS NOT DEAD YOU BASTARD YOU BETTER LEAVE ME AND MY FAMILY YOU ALREADY CAUSED ENOUGH TROUBLE AND IF I SEE YOU HERE AGAIN I'M CALLING THE POLICE. I said walking away

Hey E I brought Dre, and Elena. Yella said handing him McDonalds

Daddy. Elena yelled running in the room

Hey babygirl how are you doing. He asked

Good daddy why are you in the hospital?. She asked

I'm just a little sick babygirl but don't worry I'm going to be fine. Eric said crying

Don't cry daddy. Elena said wiping his tears

Elena come on and let daddy rest I'm going to take you to get some Ice cream come on. I said leaving the room

Where's Ren, and Cube?. Eric asked

They said they couldn't see you like this. Dre said

E I got you Bone Thugs N Harmony new mixtape it's dope. Yella said

Ok I'll check it later thanks Yella. Eric said hugging Yella and Dre

Eric I want to say I'm sorry for all the shit we went through going back and forth it wasn't worth it. Dre said

Dre you're my brother we've been through a lot but we both made it our own separate ways don't worry we'll see each other again. Eric said hugging Dre