I Miss You

chapter 10

April 18, 1986

It's a year later and let me give you a little update since I've been M.I.A. I dropped out of College even though I didn't want to, but I wasn't learning anything. Eric and I are still together he's still thinking about going into the music business, and I'm gonna support him one hundred percent.

Beauty are you ready to go?. Eric asked strapping Jr into the car seat

Do we really have to meet up with Cudda you know I don't like her. I said putting jr bags in the car

You know you owe her an apology. He said driving, suddenly he gave me the side eye I just stared at him

What makes you think I'm gonna apologize to her, you're the one that cheated and I simply reacted by confronting her. I said rolling my eyes

I know, but you should've confronted me instead of yelling at her, it was kind of a weak move. Eric said

SO YOU'RE TAKING UP FOR HER?. NIGGA I DID CONFRONT YOU, AND IT WAS NEVER A WEAK MOVE ERIC, YOU KNOW WHAT LET ME OUT THE DAMN CAR. As soon as I got out Jr started crying

YOU BETTER LOWER YOUR DAMN VOICE YOU'RE SCARING MY SON. Eric yelled

I'M THE ONE THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO HAVE YOUR BABY, BUT I GOT AN ABORTION BECAUSE I WASN'T READY, I WAS SCARED ERIC YOU CHEATED, BUT I SHOULD'VE KEPT IT. I yelled walking away soon he grabbed me

GET OFF OF ME, I'M NEVER GONNA EXCEPT THE FACT THAT YOU HAVE A SON AND I DON'T, BUT I KNOW I HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT. I said crying

Beauty I'm sorry for putting my hands on you ok I know you want a baby, and when you're ready we will have a baby, but for right now I want you to please get in the car so we can do this. He said walking

No I get it now you're just tryna show me off to her to let her know that we're back together, but no I'm not gonna fall for it, I'm going home. I said walking away

SASHA GET IN THE FUCKING CAR. He yelled

NO ERIC UNTIL YOU CAN STOP SHOWING ME OFF LIKE A TROPHY I'M GOING HOME OR MAYBE I'LL JUST MOVE IN WITH MYA AND HER MAN AT LEAST THEY WON'T SHOW ME OFF. I yelled walking away

4 hours later

SASHA YOU HOME. Eric yelled walking upstairs when he came in the room I was just sitting there crying and looking at my parents picture

Babe I'm really sorry I truly love you I never meant to make you upset. Eric said sitting next to me

But you did, Eric you did. You know when I was 10 my dad told me that I should be with a lawyer or a doctor, but that's not what I wanted. I wanted someone who was going to love me for me. I said looking into his eyes

Sasha I'm sorry and I promise I'm never gonna put my hands on you again, I want you to have my kids, we can wait as long as you want but i want you to be happy. So we don't have to meet with Cudda if you don't want. Eric said hugging me

You're right Eric i want to have your kids and I'm willing to wait forever because I want to be with you and only you. And I'll meet with Cudda because I want to be in your son's life. I love you babe. I said kissing Eric

I love you too beauty. Eric said kissing me

That was chapter 10 and I'm so sorry for being gone I've been busy with school, and I've been lazy in general.