~ The real feelings ~

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Did you ever fell in love? I think you did...well, I did too...but there’s a big problem...now let me tell you what happened...
Flashback
Today is Thursday, I’m in school and we have maths at the moment. I hate maths, I am trying to focus on what’s our teachers saying but I don’t really understand it anyways.
Few hours later
Finally! All the classes are done, at least for today.
Now we are going for the lunch to our school canteen together with my friends.
We sat down and started to eat and talk about everything that happened last days. But I noticed that my friend Mary is really sad at the moment... that’s weird...she always says so many jokes and talks about everything but today she is just silently sitting here. I decided to ask her:
Me: “What’s wrong Mary? Are you okay?”
Mary: “It’s just that there’s my ex boyfriend and I can’t even look at him.” She said sadly and pointed at the table next to our table.
There were sitting some boys. They are 1 year older than us... I don’t really know them... there’s just one boy I know. I have crush on him...he is so handsome and kind...but he is also Mary's ex boyfriend. We used to hang out together but not anymore... it’s because Mary hates him now. I don’t really know why she hates him, he broke up with her, that’s true, but she cheated on him for the second time, that’s the reason why he wanted to break up. I understand him...I think I would do the same if a boy cheated on me. Honestly, I don’t know why he gave her second chance when he knew that she already cheated on lots of boys. Don’t get me wrong, she is not a bad girl... she just changes her mind too often, but I don’t understand why. I don’t really understand why she did this to him if she truly loved him...
But now back to reality...
Me:” then don’t think about him...” I said.
Mary:” he is just another idiot” she said but then she started to cry.
All the girls from our class were saying to her to not cry...well, I tried to calm her down too, but it didn’t work. Some girls come to that boy, they were telling him that he is an idiot or something like “ look what you did!” or “you are really the worst boy I've ever seen!” an so much more bad things. I was really sorry for him...but I couldn’t do anything with it.
At home
I am sitting on the bed in my room... I was scrolling down the Instagram and saw one picture that boy, by the way his name’s Martinus. I was really shocked when I saw it...there was a picture of him...you could clearly see that he was crying... I feel so bad for him.
I looked a little bit more down to the comments... there is a lot of bad comments...no, wait...all the comments are bad.
“This is so wrong! He doesn’t deserve all this hate! I need to help him!” I whispered for myself.
I started to report all those bad comments so Instagram will delete them.
When I was done, I decided to send a message to Martinus.
Me: “Hi Martinus, I am so sorry for what happened today at the lunch. That was too much from those girls. You don’t deserve all this hate. They overreacted, but it was too much... really  I feel so bad for you...they shouldn’t have done this” I wrote and waited for him to reply.
After some minutes he answered me...
Tinus: “Hi, I think that too ”
Me: “But please, don’t be sad because of it. I am here if you need anything <3”
Martinus: ”Okay, Thank you. I will try...”
Me: “No problem <3”
He just left me on 'seen'.
End of the flashback
So today is Friday. The last day of school for this week. Yesterday Tinus wasn’t at school...I was really worried about him so I wrote him few messages but he just left me on 'seen'.
Skip all the classes, they were really boring
I am going for the lunch but today it's different...I am not going with my friends. It’s because I think that Martinus needs help, so I decided to sit with him.
But when I went to our canteen one thing shocked me. There was Tinus sitting alone... without his friends or someone who would help him. I took my food and came to him. I tapped his shoulder and asked politely “can I sit there?”. He just nodded.
I sat next to him...I took a deep breath and started to talk...
Me:” I am so sorry for what happened Tinus. But now listen to me please... I want to help you. I can’t look at you being so sad all the time... I want to see the happy Martinus with the most beautiful smile in the world.” I told him.
He turned his head to me. I can see that he was crying.
Tinus: ”But why do you want to help someone like me? I think it’s better to go to your friends and have fun.” He answered me with sad tone.
Me: “No! I want to help you. Now come with me.” I said and we both stand up. I took his hand and we walked to the place where I go when I feel sad. It’s next to the small river. There is a lot of trees and also a little waterfall.
Tinus: “Wow, it’s really beautiful here” he said. I just nodded and we both sat down on the grass next to that small river.
We were talking a lot about some random things but then Tinus asked me...
“Are you in love?”
“Yes, I am.” I whispered.
“Me too, she is the best person in the whole universe!” he said and kissed me with a lot of love and passion. I of course kissed him back.
“And that girl is you” he whispered.
“That boy I am in love with it’s you Tinus.” I said and we hugged each other.
“so my question is...do you want to be my girlfriend?” he asked me with hope.
I just kissed him passionately and he kissed me back.
“I take that as yes” he said and smiled.
“Of course! I love you!” I said.
“I love you too!” he said.
Then we again kissed.

The End!





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