I'm his chaos

6 ~ Train

Harry slowly opens his eyes, reaches for his glasses and stretches
'1 hour until the train leaves and then, finally I can join the dark for real'
Ron is running around trying to pack all things
'Stupid, why didn't he just pack it yesterday'
- Harry have you seen my Gryffindor scarf
- No *yawn*
'Idiot'
- Argh, lets go eat some breakfast, I won't be able to pack if I'm hungry
- Alright coming in a second

-Good morning Harry, it's good to see that someone has the right mind not to start packing two hours before the train goes
- Morning Hermione, lets go eat, I'm starving
'Well I'm actually not, it's much worse'

###On the train###

Harry sits and rest against the window when a cold voice appears in his head
'How are you my little horocrux'
'I'm fine, I wish I was with you instead of these idiots'
'Soon can you join me'
'Who is going to kidnap me'
'I believe Lucius, Bellatrix, Rodolphus and myself'
'Okay, I'll be ready'
'See you soon'
- Harry do you wanna join a game of exploding snap
- No thanks, I'm going on a little walk I'll be back in a bit

- Watch it Potter
- Sorry Malfoy
Draco stares at Harry
- Can we talk somewhere little more, private
- And how should I know you aren't tricking me Potter
The sneer on Draco's face was back
- You don't, now follow me
- As you wish, Potter. Be aware I will not hesitate to curse you
- I didn't expect something else either
Harry locked inside an compartment, opened the door and walked in
- Come on Malfoy, I don't have all day

- So what do you want
- I want to start over
- And why would I want that
Harry saw how Draco fought against himself
- Because I made the wrong decision not to befriend you
- I...I can't
Draco avoided Harry's eyes and took a deep breath
- You don't understand, I can't befriend you
- Of course you can
- No no, what is it you don't understand, I can't befriend you
Draco glared at Harry and turned around. Just as he was about to storm out
- I'm sorry
It wasn't more than a whisper but Harry heard it. He grabbed Draco's arm just as he was about to disappear
- Why tell me why
'Maybe he isn't that loyal to the dark'
- I... It's none of your business
- Of course it is, now tell me
- I... I can't
Harry made a fast decision, he pulled Malfoy against him and embraced him.

Completely unexpected from both sides Draco bursts into tears
- Can't, I'm sorry Harry
'Interesting'
- Tell me, I only want to help
- It's.... it's
He takes a deep breath
- It's father, he want to rule the world, all alone. He raised me so I could take over after him. I don't want to follow him
'Now maybe he is loyal after all'
- Why not
- He wants to kill all the muggles and muggleborns, he doesn't understand that we will die without them, we are too few to survive without them. If I would befriend you, he... he would force me to betray you, so he could rule without our lord in the
Suddenly he realized what he said and forcefully pulled away
- It's okay Draco, I'm on you side
Harry let his cold mask slip and let a warm smile glow up his face
- What do you mean "I'm on your side" you have no idea
- I just want to help, I'm not going to judge you
- But, if I was a death eater, my biggest priority would be to catch you and give you to him. Then it would be very dumb of you to befriend me
- Everything is not as it seems Draco. If you would be a death eater I would be on your side
Draco stared at Harry
- I'm dark Draco
Harry let his glamours drop