im really happy—?
i didn't expect to be after some recent shit,, but im doing really good?
i know i haven't been the best person in the past. i was really weak and clingy and just a wreck dude. im sorry to those who have followed my art book since 5 up,, it was pretty much all vent art. and i'll admit, i did want attention, cause i didn't get cared for irl. i was a really broken kid.
but fuck man i stand up for myself whenever needed now. i can speak in crowds, i can trust those worth trusting, i can be happy alone???
i know im important now, and it's ok to be sad or angry, and just cause i am in the moment doesn't mean im reverting back, im just being a human. as long as i remain as civil and honest as i can im good.
im trying really hard to stay on top of school stuff, and i did a lot of good work today and im proud of myself!!
im trying and succeeding now and it's incredible! im confident dude!!
