I'm Not Cold; Just Scared

(^_^') Chapter 15 (^_^')

Daehwi shook his head. "Y-you told me it wouldn't be scary..." He said, burying his head in Jinyoung's chest.

Jinyoung was currently going crazy. He wanted to go to the amusement park to confess because it's usually what happens in movies and things. The whole day Jinyoung had been finding for places that were 'the perfect place to confess' but he didn't find any. Before Jinyoung could regret any of his decisions, he decided to blurt out  everything then and there.

May not be perfect, but then again, his entire life wasn't perfect.

"Look Daehwi, I was a jerk to ever suggest this entire amusement park thing, and no, it wasn't because Samuel was forcing me to be social. It was me being stupid and trying to find a perfect place to do what I was planning to do" he said, trying to calm his heart who was beating at Nano speed.

"Do what?" Daehwi asked, calming down and letting go of Jinyoung.

Jinyoung took a deep breath. It was now or never.

"To confess. I don't even know what I'm doing but...I just wanted to say this to you before I regret it. I...really like you Daehwi."

Daehwi's eyes widened, unable to comprehend the words Jinyoung had just uttered.

Jinyoung went on "What do I like so much about you? I like the way you are so kind to practically everyone, I love how you never judge anyone, I like how adorable you are, how funny you are and how precious you are."

Daehwi didn't answer, so Jinyoung took a step forward.

"I like how tiny your body feels when I hug it, I like how smooth your hair is when I stroke it, I like how you didn't judge me when I told you about my anxiety, all that and there's so many more things I like about you."

"And yes, at first I was really hesitant to tell you because of outside circumstances I can't control, I know you wouldn't like me back because of social judgments, ad I have to admit I was terrified of being judged. But I just wanted to find happiness, even if it is for a few months, weeks, or even days. I want to take this much of a huge risk just for you and I want to let go of all outside thoughts."

"I don't want to speed up our relationship and tell you that I directly love you and start talking about the future. Because honestly the future and the past don't matter to me anymore. I just want to be happy now. In this moment. My moment so I'm just gonna say it again, I really like you Daehwi!"

Daehwi felt like his mind had exploded, because he was too shocked to say anything, to even sort out his feelings properly. He was stuttering, trying to find a response when it started raining heavily.

Jinyoung grinned to himself. Pretty imperfect conditions indeed.

They were both getting wet quickly, both of them not saying a word when Jihoon ran up to them, holding an umbrella. "There you guys are! We've been searching for you! There's practically nothing to do in the rain so let's go now." He said.

"Uh yeah..." Jinyoung trailed off, his feelings of regret stirring up in him while Daehwi was still shocked. They reached a taxi and Daehwi bolted into the one that was almost full while Jinyoung walked slowly to the taxi with Samuel, Seonho and Hyungseob.

What would happen to their relationship now?

A/N Sooo yeah sorry for that disgusting way I screwed up the fourteenth chapter, I sped up things so y'all wouldn't be disappointed and hopefully you guys like this one.

BECAUSE IT FINALLY HAPPENED, OMG I THOUGHT AT THE RATE I WAS GOING THE CONFESSION WOULD HAVE NEVER HAPPENED, I'VE BEEN PLANNING IT SINCE FEBRUARY AND I ADDED THE LA THING LAST MINUTE BUT IT MESSED UP EVERYTHING SO THE CONFESSION IS HERE AND DID YOU GUYS LIKE IT?

I'm currently having a #JinhwiParty because it's happening lmao

I Love you guys so much, thank you for all the support!

You're welcome guys.

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