I'm Not Cold; Just Scared

(^_^') Chapter 15 (^_^')

"Hear, Hear, Saint Samuel!" Hyungseob cried from behind them.

"What the- Hyungseob hyung, where the hell did you come from?" Samuel asked, whipping around to see the nineteen year old casually sitting on Jinyoung's bed. Jinyoung had invited Samuel over to his house because his parents weren't there, but he had locked the door. 

"I came in through your window." Hyungseob said, shrugging.

Jinyoung's eyes almost fell out. "you did WHAT?" 

"Anyways that's not important!" Samuel said, turning back to Jinyoung. "So do you want to take a risk and confess to him or not?" he asked.

Jinyoung didn't answer, his mind still working. 

Did he really want to take that risk and be happy or not take the risk and feel empty. He thought of Kuanlin and Jihoon. Yes, they had to hide their relationship and not do things like kiss in public and all because they didn't want to be judged by society. And Jinyoung...was terrified of the society. He didn't wanted to be judged.

But even if they had limitations because of society, weren't Jihoon and Kuanlin in a happy relationship? 

They were.

So, wouldn't Jinyoung be that happy, even if he knew he was practically agreeing to fall off the cliff?

He would.

Jinyoung had made his decision.

He looked up at Samuel. "Y'know something? You might be right."

Samuel shrugged. "I know I'm right but what do- wait WHAT?" He screeched as the real meaning of Jinyoung's words hit him and he stared at Jinyoung speechlessly. 

Hyungseob fell off the bed, spluttering, "S-so are you? I mean, will you- "

Jinyoung nodded, making Samuel jump up into the air, screaming "OH MY GOD!!! IT'S HAPPENING!!!"

"YES IT IS!" Hyungseob cried, jumping up into the air as well.

"Ok so Jinyoung, when the hell are you gonna confess though?" Hyungseob asked, stopping in mid-jump and crashing to the floor. 

Jinyoung shrugged when a lightbulb flashed in his brain. "Why don't we all go to the amusement park on Saturday?" He asked, suddenly, sitting up.

Samuel looked blank. "Um...you're gonna confess to Daehwi, in an amusement park, while we all go with you?"

Jinyoung nodded slowly. "Uh...yeah, what's wrong?"

Hyungseob facepalmed himself. "Baejin you idiot, when you want to confess to someone you do NOT take your annoying  ass friends with you, you'll never have private time to talk to Daehwi!"

Jinyoung shook his head, getting up. "No, that's not my plan! It would be too awkward if it's just the two of us, I mean we all go out all the time so it won't seem out of the blue if we all go, right?"

Samuel looked impressed. "Wow, you really do have a point, Jinyoung."

Jinyoung wasn't listening; he took his phone out and was busy texting their group chat.

@Bae_jin: Is anyone free on Saturday?

@NationsDarkPast: I don't know, Baejin.

@Hyungseob: I'm free

@NationsDarkPast: I am free on Saturday

@Jihoonie: I'm free

@Muel: I'm jobless