Love, Hate

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It's 4:00 am in the morning and i can't sleep.
Looking at his husband's sleeping face, napakapayapa. How i wish tumigil nalang ang oras.

Pero may responsibilidad ako, bago pa man si Donny may nakaatang na sa balikat ko. What should i do? Kung bibitawan ko na ang kompanya wala namang magiging problema. Totoo naman, yung pangalan lang yung mawawala sakin other than that lahat secured pa rin. She can live till she die na hindi poproblemahin ang bukas kahit hindi na ako magtrabaho pero kaya ko bang hayaan nalang ang pinagpaguran ng ama ko na mapunta sa iba?

Should i tell my husband kung ano ang offer ni Alex or should i keep it to myself first?

And my baby? I feel sorry for the little angel inside my belly. Ngayon pa talaga dumating lahat ng problema.

Martine: Baby please be strong for mommy okay?! Kapit ka ng mabuti. Mommy will be fighting alot of bad guys who wanted to rob us. Gagawin ni mommy ang lahat for you okay? I hope maging okay ang lahat baby..  Please be strong bulong ko habang hinihimas ang aking tiyan.

Donny: Babe? Sinong kausap mo??
Mukhang naalimpungatan ito..

Should i tell him?

Martine: Uhhmm nothing.. myself.. im talking to myself Babe.. tulog ka na ulit..

Donny: Oh okay, dito ka na sa tabi ko.. I miss you already paglalambing nito.

Martine: Yeah, I miss you too.. I suddenly wanted to cry.

Donny: Don't think too much babe.. Makakasama yan sa baby.. pang aalo nito.

Bigla akong kinabahan sa narinig ko. Alam na ba ni Donny? Since when?

Martine: Ha?? Pano mo nalaman??! Kelan pa?? shock look on my face.

Donny: Gotcha!!! Your pregnant aren't you?! Don't deny it! Bakit mo tinatago sakin? Ilang buwan mo ng hindi sinasabi? a confused look all over his face.

Martine: What?? what are you talking about?!!

Donny: I heard you..Your talking to the baby.. my baby Martine! Hindi lang sayo.. Bakit tinatago mo?! Is there something wrong? 

Martine: Im sorry... napahagulgol na ako ng iyak.. it's too much babe.. All of what's happening is making me insane. And then the baby! I don't know.. then there's Alex!! the company, then Dad..

Donny: But Im your husband! Hindi ba ako kasali sa mga plano mo? Bakit ka nag dedesisyon na ikaw lang? Bakit puro ikaw lang? Pano ako? Im doing everything i can para umayos ang lahat! Sana naman naiisip mo yun. Im more than what you think I am Martine! I am capable of so many things. I told you to trust the process marami na akong kinausap na tutulong pero heto ka merong sariling plano!

Martine: No! No babe.. Im sorry.. Si Alex.. He wanted to marry me and then he will give me back the presidency pag amin ko.

Donny: At wala kang balak sabihin sakin yan agad? So pinag iisipan mo??!! is this some kind of a joke?!

His mad! this is the first time nakita ko si Donny na galit and i feel scared.

Martine: Im confused!! Im sorry!!! she tried to defend herself but failed mesirably.

Donny: No! kung mahal mo ako, wala na dapat pag iisipan pa. Maybe Martine para sayo kulang pa ako. maybe im not good enough for you. You think of yourself so high ang hirap din!

Bigla itong bumangon at kinuha ang unan at kumot nito.

Martine: Wait saan ka pupunta?Saan ka matutulog??

Donny: Sa sala! Buti pa dun!!! padabok nitong sinara ang pinto.

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Alam na ni Donny.. Tsskk Martine wag maglilihim kasi.. 😩🤦