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"Another amazing performance Jimin! Kahit kaylan talaga napaka talentado mong bata!"

"Thank you po sir, lahat po gagawin ko para sa school natin and of course sa sayaw"

"Hindi talaga ako nag kamali na piliin ka as a assistant leader ni hoseok! Oh hoseok andito ka na pala, sinasabi ko lang naman dito sa jowa mo na sobrang galing niya!"

"of course naman po sir. my baby is really passionate about dancing. hindi lang yun, sobrang ganda pa ng boses niya. parang 2 in 1? HAHAHAHAHA"

"ano ba hoseok binobola mo nanaman ako. Sige po sir mauna na po kami, bukas na po ulit!"

"alright alright I'll leave you two love birds alone now. Ingat pauwi okay?"

"opo. kayo rin po sir!"

-

"Jimin"

Bigla akong napatingin sa gilid ko ng marinig ko ang boses niya.

He's cheerful voice that could lift up my mood real quick. He's a literal sunshine to me,

"bakit hoseok?"

"hanggang kaylan pa ba tayo mag papanggap?"

That made me frown. Guilt slowly crippling to myself.

Hindi naman madafamay si Hoseok dito kundi dahil sa akin. Hindi madadamay ang sarili kong best friend kundi dahil sakin.

I sighed, not really knowing kung ano ang isasagot ko sa tanong niya.

"I don't know hoseok, ang hirap kasi e. ang sakit sakit sa dib dib na pati taong mahal na mahal ko nasasaktan dahil sa akin."

I could already feel my tears building up

I blinked.

Once

Twice

I'm now crying. Crying my eyes out.

Hindi naman ako mag kakaganito kung walang pumapapel sa buhay namin.

My so called mother- no, my step mother, siya lang naman ang hadlang sa lahat e.

She fucking stole my mother's position.

Hindi naman mangyayare yun kundi dahil sa isang nakaka-gagong accident eh.

sobra parin ang galit ko sa babaeng yan. no words could ever describe how much I want her dead.

"H-Hoseok, please... please let's go. I'm already drained"

I tried to form a smile but failed. Sobrang sakit na andaming nangyayare sa buhay ko ngayon.

masaya, malungkot, marami.

I just want to be free, be free from this hell, be free from my devil step mother, be free from everything!

What did I deserve to have this kind of treatment? Did I became a serial killer in my previous life?

Why can't I just be happy? Hindi ko ba deserve maging masaya?

I want to he happy, I want to be with him again.

I want to be happy with him.

Be free from all these mess.

I want to be with my gi.

"Jimin, breath okay? breath. malapit na tayo sa sasakyan ko. you can do this" he said with a wide smile plastered around his face.

Despite from all these things na nangyayare sakin, tanging si Hoseok lamang ang nakakapag motivate sakin to keep on going.

I don't know what I'll do if hindi ko siya nakilala.

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minnie 💛
@parkjm
I'm so lucky to have you my sunshine. ☀️💛

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jung ☀️
@hopeseok
so lucky to have you as well my baby🥰💛

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